Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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“He knew what I was thinking of—he guessed I was seeking an apology to
stay with him. He had sense enough to see I would have given life itself
to hear his wife was a hideous old shrew. He had not human feeling
sufficient to understand my mad jealousy, but he could not help seeing
it was not accusations against my husband I wanted to hear. Oh no! it
was the defence I was panting for.
“‘He married young,’ was the reply, ‘a lady of equal age, well born,
wealthy, beautiful, accomplished, virtuous. They do not live happily, it
is true; but she was his own free choice. He was rich and independent
enough always to marry whomsoever he pleased.’
“‘And his real name?’ I asked.
“Then he told me, and then only I fully understood how cruelly I had
been deceived—what a tissue of falsehoods his story had been from first
to last, from beginning to end. He had passed himself off to me as the
man who now sat explaining the depth of my misery to me. I showed him
the certificate of my marriage, and he said, ‘Yes; according to this the
bridegroom was myself. What shall you do now? You will not, I trust,
make the matter public, nor think of prosecuting him.’
“Prosecuting him! I stared at him as I repeated the words. Bring trouble
to the man I loved! What did he think I was made of, I wonder, to expect
I should turn in a moment like that? Husband or no husband, he was still
dearer to me than anything on the face of God’s earth; and so I told
this bearer of bad tidings, who then seemed to fear I should fall, as he
expressed it, into deeper sin; that my beauty—he had the grace to admit
I was beautiful—should prove a worse snare than ever to his cousin, a
lure of the devil to trap him to destruction.
“I could not bear any more after that. I asked him if he were a
clergyman, and he said no; that the sect to which he belonged approved
of lay preachers, and that all men were ministers whom the grace of God
moved to speak His word.
“‘And do you imagine such lecturing will do me any good?’ I said; ‘do
you not know you are taking the most likely means to make me remain
where I am? Do you consider it is a light trouble which has befallen me?
Do you expect me to feel grateful to you for bringing news which has
utterly destroyed my happiness?’ for I was so happy—so happy.
“‘Sinfully happy,’ he said.
“At that I fired up. Where was the sin, I asked, when I knew nothing of
it? Why could he not have left me alone, now the thing was done and
past, and that no act of mine could undo it? Why did he come there? I
raved, I think I must have done, for at length he said he would leave me
for a season, and return the next day when I grew calmer, and more
willing to listen to the voice of consolation.
“‘Meaning yours,’ I suggested.
“‘I will help you, if you permit me,’ he answered; ‘help you with
advice—money to go back to your friends.’
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