Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 3 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Naked he laid his sin out before her—naked as the new-born child, and
yet he prayed her not to look askance upon it, but to pity and forgive.
Well he understood—this man to whom the world and its ways were roads he
knew from beginning to end, from the first chapter to the last—that to
the woman whom he addressed the book of sin was almost as a dead letter,
as a language unlearned, as a science incomprehensible.
Passion died out in her presence, vice found no defence sustainable when
pleaded before that calm, impartial judge. She could not go with him in
his agony of love, of struggling virtue, of wicked strategy, of
unavailing repentance—she, whose life had never known the rush and
tumult of an overpowering affection, who had never been adored,
idolized, wronged, by any man, as it was in Douglas Croft’s nature to
adore, idolize, and wrong,—she, who was pure in thought and deed, pure
almost as one of God’s angels—how could he tell her of the
over-mastering love which had overleapt all boundaries of prudence, all
restraints of society, all divine laws, all human restrictions?
But he could appeal to her pity, and to her generosity. He could lay his
future at her feet, and pray her to do with it as she would; to give him
Bessie’s address, if it came to her knowledge, or to withhold it; to
mention his name to Bessie, or to preserve silence concerning him; to
say, if Bessie ever wrote or came near, or to ignore her existence, as
she pleased—as she deemed best.
“I make no conditions, I ask no mercy, Mrs. Dudley,” he said. “I place
myself in your hands; and I merely entreat that you will do whatever
seems to you best, regardless of my feelings. If I could only know she
is living!” he added.
“She is living,” Heather interrupted.
“Then you have seen her!” he said, eagerly; “is she in London?”
“You must not question me,” Mrs. Dudley replied. “All I can tell you
is—that—the girl, whose future you have made so wretched, is living. The
greatest kindness you can do her now is to forget that such a person
ever existed. I will keep this money, if you wish, in case she should
ever really be in want of it. At present, I know, she would not take
sixpence from you, and I cannot wonder at, her feeling as she does
towards you.”
“Then you have seen her?” he inquired.
“Yes, and talked with her; and guessed who stole her from us—stole her
away to shame, and grief, and suffering——”
At that point he interrupted her, vehemently, “Why should she be
ashamed,” he asked, “for that which was no fault of hers? and was she
not better, as she lived with me, believing herself to be a wife, than
legally married to Harcourt—a man for whom she never cared two straws?
Is not anything, any sin, any disgrace, any suffering, preferable to a
loveless marriage? Answer me, truly, Mrs. Dudley,” he persisted; “do you
not believe it is?”
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