Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume OneCarleton, William
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Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume One
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The unfortunate youth felt, after Cassidy's departure, the full force of
that dark and fearful presentiment which arises from the approach of
the mightiest calamity that can befall an innocent man--a public and
ignominious death, while in the very pride of youth, strength, and those
natural hopes of happiness which existence had otherwise promised.
In him this awful apprehension proceeded neither from the terror of
judgment nor of hell, but from that dread of being withdrawn from life,
and of passing down from the light, the enjoyments and busy intercourse
of a breathing and conscious world, into the silence and corruption of
the unknown grave. When this ghastly picture was brought near him by the
force of his imagination, he felt for a moment as if his heart had
died away in him, and his blood became congealed into ice. Should this
continue, he knew that human nature could not sustain it long, and he
had already resolved to bear his fate with firmness, whatever that fate
might be. He then reflected that he was innocent, and, remembering the
practice of his simple and less political forefathers, he knelt down and
fervently besought the protection of that, Being in whose hands are the
issues of life and death.
On rising from this act of heartfelt devotion, he experienced that
support which he required so much. The fear of death ceased to alarm
him, and his natural fortitude returned with more than its usual power
to his support. In this state of mind he was pacing his narrow room,
when the door opened, and his father, with a tottering step, entered and
approached him. The son was startled, if not terrified, at the change
which so short a time had wrought in the old man's appearance.
“Good God, father dear!” he exclaimed, as the latter threw his arms with
a tight and clinging grasp about him; “good heavens! what has happened
to change you so much for the worse? Why, if you fret this way about me,
you'll soon break your heart. Why will you fret, father, when you know
I am innocent? Surely, at the worst, it is better to die innocent than
to live guilty.”
“Connor,” said the old man, still clinging tenaciously to him, and
looking wildly into his face, “Connor, it's broke--my heart's broke
at last. Oh, Connor, won't you pity me when you hear it--won't you,
Connor--oh, when you hear it, Connor, won't you pity me? It's gone, it's
gone, it's gone--he's off, off--to that nest of robbers, the Isle of
Man, and has robbed me and half the county. P----has; I'm a ruined man,
a beggar, an' will die a dog's death.”
Connor looked down keenly into his father's face, and began to entertain
a surmise so terrible that the beatings of his heart were in a moment
audible to his own ear.
“Father,” he inquired, “in the name of God what is wrong with you? What
is it you spake of? Has P----gone off with your money? Sit down, and
don't look so terrified.”
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