Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume OneCarleton, William
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Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume One
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
After they had departed, Connor sat down upon his hard pallet, and,
supporting his head with his hand, saw, for the first time, in all its
magnitude and horror, the death to which he found himself now doomed.
The excitement occasioned by his trial, and his increasing firmness, as
it darkened on through all its stages to the final sentence, now had--in
a considerable degree abandoned him, and left his heart, at present,
more accessible to natural weakness than it it had been to the power of
his own affections. The image of his early-loved Una had seldom since
his arrest been out of his imagination. Her youth, her beauty, her wild
but natural grace, and the flashing glances of her dark enthusiastic
eye, when joined to her tenderness and boundless affection for
himself--all caused his heart to quiver with deadly anguish through
every fibre. This produced a transition to Flanagan--the contemplation
of whose perfidious vengeance made him spring from his seat in a
paroxysm of indignant but intense hatred, so utterly furious that the
swelling tempest which it sent through his veins caused him to reel with
absolute giddiness.
“Great God!” he exclaimed, “you are just, and will this be suffered?”
He then thought of his parents, and the fiery mood of his mind changed
to one of melancholy and sorrow. He looked back upon his aged father's
enduring struggle--upon the battle of the old man's heart against the
accursed vice which had swayed its impulses so long--on the protracted
conflict between the two energies, which, like contending fivmies in
the field, had now left little but ruin and desolation behind them. His
heart, when he brought all these things near him, expanded, and like a
bird, folded its wings about the gray-haired martyr to the love he bore
him. But his mother--the caressing, the proud, the affectionate, whose
heart, in the vivid tenderness of hope for her beloved boy, had shaped
out his path in life, as that on which she could brood with the fondness
of a loving and delighted spirit--that mother's image, and the idea
of her sorrows prostrated his whole strength, like that of a stricken
infant, to the earth.
“Mother, mother,” he exclaimed, “when I think of what you reared me for,
and what I am this night, how can my heart do otherwise than break, as
well on your account as on my own, and for all that love us! Oh! what
will become of you, my blessed mother? Hard does it go with you that
you're not about your pride, as you used to call me, now that I'm in
this trouble, in this fate that is soon to cut me down from your loving
arms! The thought of you is dear to my heart, dear, dearer, dearer than
that of any--than my own Una. What will become of her, too, and the
old man? Oh, why, why is it that the death I am to suffer is to fall so
heavily on them that love me best?”
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