Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume OneCarleton, William
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Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume One
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“Well,” said she, “may the name of the Lord that sent this upon us be
praised forever! That's no rason why we shouldn't still put our trust
and reliance in him. I will show them, by the help of God's grace, an'
by the assistance of His blessed mother, who suffered herself--an' oh,
what is my sufferin's to her's?--I will show them I say, that I can
bear, as a Christian ought, whatever hard fate it may plase the Saviour
of the earth to lay upon us. I know my son is innocent, an surely,
although it's hard, hard to part with such a boy, yet it's a consolation
to know that he'll be better wid God, who is takin' him, than ever he'd
be wid us. So the Lord's will be done this night and forever! amin!”
This noble display of glowing piety and fortitude was not lost upon
those who witnessed it. After littering these simple but exalted
sentiments, she crossed herself devoutly, as is the custom, and bowed
her head with such a vivid sense of God's presence, that it seemed as if
she actually stood, as no doubt she did, under the shadow of His power.
These men, knowing the force of her love to that son, and the consequent
depth of her misery at losing him by a death so shameful and violent,
reverently took off their hats as she bent her head to express this
obedience to the decrees of God, and in a subdued tone and manner
exclaimed, almost with one voice--
“May God pity you, Honor! for who but yourself would or could act as you
do this bitther, bitther night?”
“I'm only doin' what I ought to do,” she replied, “what is religion good
for if it doesn't keep the heart right an' support us undher thrials
like this; what 'ud it be then but a name? But how, oh how, came his
father to be in sich a state on this bitther, bitther night, as you say
it is--aif oh! Heaven above sees it's that--how came his father, I say,
into sich a state?”
They then related the circumstance as it actually happened; and she
appeared much relieved to hear that his inebriety was only accidental.
“I am glad,” she said, “that he got it as he did; for, indeed, if he had
made himself dhrunk this day, as too many like him do on such occasions,
he never again would appear the same man in my eyes, nor would my heart
ever more warm to him as it did. But thanks to God that he didn't take
it himself!”
She then heard, with a composure that could result only from fortitude
and resignation united, a more detailed account of her son's trial,
after which she added--
“As God is above me this night I find it asier to lose Connor than to
forgive the man that destroyed him; but this is a bad state of heart,
that I trust my Saviour will give me grace to overcome; an' I know He
will if I ax it as I ought; at all events, I won't lay my side on a bed
this night antil I pray to God to forgive Bartle Flanagan an' to turn
his heart.”
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