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Fardorougha, The Miser: The Works of William Carleton, Volume One
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“I am here, father,” replied Connor, who had just entered the sick room;
“sure I am always with you.”
“You are, you are,” said he, “you were ever an' always good. Give me
your hand, Connor.”
Connor did so.
“Connor, darlin',” he proceeded, “don't be like me. I loved money too
much; I set my heart on it, an' you know how it was taken away from me.
The priest yesterday laid it upon me, out of regard to my reignin' sin,
as he called it, to advise you afore I die against lovin' the wealth o'
this world too much.”
“I hope I never will, father, your own misfortune ought to be a warnin'
to me.”
“Ay, you may say that; it's I indeed that was misfortunate; but it was
all through P----an' that nest o' robbers, the Isle o' Man.”
“Don't think of him or it now, my dear father--don't be discomposin'
your mind about them.”
Connor and his mother exchanged a melancholy glance; and the latter,
who, on witnessing his frame of mind, could not help shedding bitter
tears, said to him--
“Fardorougha dear, Fardorougha asthore machree, won't you be guided by
me? You're now on your death--bed, an' think of God's marcy--it's that
you stand most in need of. Sure, ayourneen, if you had all the money you
ever had, you couldn't bring a penny of it where you're goin'.”
“Well, but I'm givin' Connor advice that'll sarve him. Sure I'm not
biddin' him to set his heart on it, for I tould the priest I wouldn't;
but is that any raison why he'd not save it? I didn't tell the priest
that I wouldn't bid him do that.”
“Father,” said Connor, “for the love o' God will you put these thoughts
out o' your heart and mind?”
“So Connor dear,” proceeded the old man, not attending to him, “in
makin' any bargain, Connor, be sure to make as hard a one as you can;
but for all that be honest, an' never lind a penny o' money widout
interest.”
“I think he's wandherin',” whispered his mother. “Oh grant it may be so,
marciful Jasus this day!”
“Honor ahagur.”
“Well, darlin', what is it?”
“There's another thing that throubles me--I never knew what it was to
feel myself far from my own till now.”
“How is that, dear?”
“My bones won't rest in my own counthry; I won't sleep wid them that
belong to me. How will I lie in a strange grave, and in a far land? Oh,
will no one bring me back to my own?”
The untutored sympathies of neither wife nor son could resist this
beautiful and affecting trait of nature, and the undying love of one's
own land, emanating, as it did, so unexpectedly, from a heart otherwise
insensible to the ordinary tendernesses of life.
“Sure you are at home, avourneen,” said Honor; “an' will rest wid your
friends and relations that have gone before you.”
“No,” said he, “I'm not, I'm far away from them, but now I feel more
comforted; I have one wid me that's dearer to me than them all. Connor
and I will sleep together, won't we, Connor?”
This affectionate transition from every other earthly object to himself,
so powerfully smote the son's heart that he could not reply.
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