"Get this lady a brandy and soda—a stiff one, please. Drink it off at
once; that’s right." He took her hand in his and closed her fingers
over the key and little instrument. "Put that in your pocket. If I
were you I should set about that task to-night, Mrs. Farquharson—it is
always better to get a job over. It’s quite a little thing really, you
know. And in twenty-four hours you will feel a new woman, free from all
your worries and difficulties and obligations. You will have done good
to a friend who is sincerely fond of you, and, if you are wise, no harm
can possibly come either to you or to anybody you care about through
your action. You promise, then? That’s right. Good-bye."
He walked bare-headed out to the vestibule and watched the car out of
sight, speeding back on its way home to Chester Street.
*CHAPTER VI*
"For you, for me, the cup of trembling...."
It seemed to Farquharson in the days that followed Dora’s announcement,
that he lived and moved in a dream. As a rule, the realization of
fatherhood only dawns upon a man when his child is in his arms. But to
him, already, the dream-child was a tender promise. It swept away so
many of the supernatural barriers between him and Dora. She had failed
him in every office of friend and companion and wife, but she might yet
redeem the past by giving him this dear possession, the child whose
future he could mould in his own lines, to whom he could give the fruits
of his own toil and his ambition. Beadon, Hare, Creagh and Lady Ennly
alike noticed the change in his manner to his wife. Her shortcomings
and failings no longer seemed to disturb him; where he had been merely
patient before he was now gentle and tender. He studied her comfort even
in the merest trifles; he toiled the more hopefully at his work in the
knowledge that sure comfort and help would dawn presently. To a man of
a certain temperament, the presence of his living child may even atone
for the otherwise irreparable loss of his dearest hope. Farquharson
wanted to give his son all that he himself had been robbed of in
childhood. He could look back on his past life now with the detachment
of a mere spectator, for every rough place that he had trod, he meant to
make a happy playground for the boy. That is after all a fitting end of
toil and labour, that a man should forge the sword which his heir’s hand
is to wield, that he should deny and discipline himself that his son may
be the better braced for conflict with the foes within.
So Dora’s reproaches left him unmoved, only a little pitiful, perhaps,
that she could not see things as he did, that to her the coming joy was
no joy at all, only annoyance and restraint. Not a day passed but she
made some further claim upon his purse; never economical, she became
absolutely reckless in her expenditure, and when he attempted to
restrain her he was met by a flood of tears and angry protestations.
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