When the question of moving the vote of censure was fixed for the next
evening, Calvert’s last hope died. Who was there to stand by
Farquharson? Beadon was lying sick to death. Shock had snapped some
lesion of the brain, and he lay paralyzed. Richard would pull through,
of course—what would he not pull through? But the older man felt the
shame, the ignominy of his position almost as keenly as he did himself.
Farquharson, called to account for his actions by a set of men who did
not know the meaning of the word honour; Farquharson, impeached by some
who could scarcely spell the word—Farquharson, steady of purpose, sure
of aim, a king amongst puppets, held in contumely, derided, blackened a
little as a man or woman must always be blackened by the mud thrown even
by the very scum of humanity.
It was bitter, it was unbearable. Calvert counted the hours until the
moment when, across the Bar of the House, the Secretary of State for
Foreign Affairs would have publicly to repudiate a deed which the powers
of hell themselves would never have forced him to commit.
Evelyn, instead of having been paralyzed by the shock, found it had
quickened every instinct. She felt as if she were charged with a new
and strange force, a kind of super-consciousness which made her the
recipient of a thousand telepathic messages, along which communications
carried with the speed and safety of a telegram. It took her away from
ordinary surroundings and left her indifferent even to all Brand said
and did—although he naturally spared her nothing. There is an inner
chamber to every heart, a place of refuge and concealment of which at
times one may mercifully turn the key. Evelyn withdrew there now when he
attacked her; safe within its four walls, she listened to his criticism
of Farquharson as one listens to the ravings of a madman. He could
touch her no longer; he could hurt her no more. That is the comfort of
receiving a mortal wound. The thrust of spear and bayonet may tear and
lacerate to an unendurable pitch of torture, but a blow at the heart
kills.
"As we have seen nothing of Mrs. Farquharson," said Lady Wereminster,
"we will charitably suppose that for once she has been of use to her
husband. There are women who fail in every minor office who can yet
rise to occasions. And a man in trouble must have sympathy, no matter
from what source. Dora Farquharson has got the opportunity of her life
if she did but know. Never expect me to pity a woman who can’t keep her
husband. She’s a fool, and I hate fools. Men are naturally more
domestic animals than women. The ties of daily intimacy make enduring
claims upon them. A man may be consumed by the fire of undying passion
for one woman, but he’s dependent on the one he lives with, if she will
only minister to his daily needs, and never let his supply of whisky or
cigarettes run short, and be ready with a new dish or a soothing
medicine as each is required."
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