Nurse and doctor both came presently, and then another nurse was sent
for, Mrs. Farquharson was too unmanageable for one alone.
Evelyn, sitting in the room beyond, was called for ceaselessly. No one
could do anything so well as Evelyn. No one else fanned Dora in the
right way, or knew when she wanted her pillows moved. Now she must have
her head laved; now she wanted special scent on her handkerchief. The
pillows were wrong again now.... No, Evelyn could not have anything to
eat at this moment. How could she when Dora was in such pain? She
could go down-stairs and have something presently, when the nurse had
finished her meal.
But the "presently" never came. Hour after hour Evelyn sat, waging
perhaps the hardest battle of her life, as Dora’s rebellion gave way to
hatred, and hatred to passion so intense that the very room seemed
charged with it. Evelyn had seen Farquharson come to the door; from her
bed his wife had recognized him, and poured out such a torrent of
contempt that Evelyn ran to her and put her hand upon the quivering
mouth.
She dragged her tired limbs now to the head of the stairs, but
Farquharson had gone. She wondered which would be the hardest ordeal,
the facing of that stern tribunal before which he would presently stand
at bay, or the one through which he had just passed.
Of late Evelyn’s prayers had been merely mechanical. To-night they
concentrated; let him have this at least, dear God—one thing in the
world which might comfort and cheer him.... But where it became a
question of the child’s life or Dora’s there was, in Dora’s mind, no
choice. She had never wanted the child from the first, she loved her
own life.
At midnight Evelyn heard Farquharson return. She knew by the sound of
his footsteps that the vote had gone against him. She tried to
disengage her hand from Dora’s, but failed. By the time she was free,
he had gone to his own room; she heard him move heavily across it.
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