The thought passed. Belief held her still. But in the conflict between
self and soul lay her real torment.
It was the sight of Farquharson’s child that had broken her, a child
born in rebellion and anger, wresting its life from the God of Being in
spite of its mother’s cowardice. She felt as if her own child had been
stolen from her. Wounded and weeping tears of blood, she must stand by
and watch it in another woman’s arms.
The inscrutable laws of human destiny! Call them rather those of blind
chance, since some of us seem born only to be first tossed to and fro on
the waves of disaster, and then thrown, helpless and mangled beyond
recognition, upon the shore with other refuse.
It was in such a mood as this that Evelyn awaited Lady Wereminster’s
arrival a week after the vote of censure. Farquharson had allowed
himself this specified time in which to battle with public opinion. If
at the end it still went against him he would hand in his resignation.
It is only when a man is called upon to defend his honour that he knows
which are his friends and which his foes.
All through the week Evelyn had hoped against hope; had worked and
striven on his behalf as much as she dared, only to meet an icy wall of
indifference. The world had given its verdict. Temporarily the
Farquharsons were to be ostracized. When your acquaintances in high
places are openly accused of bribery and corruption by the foreign
Press, it is high time to revise your visiting-list. Obviously Mr.
Farquharson had to resign. That he should continue to hold such an
important post would make matters very uncomfortable for all who knew
him. Eventually things might blow over; but in the meantime society
shrugged its shoulders, and shook its discreet skirts free from the
least trace of contamination.
"The time is up. We shall know Mr. Farquharson’s decision to-night,"
Lady Wereminster said. "I must save you from hearing the news shouted in
the open street. I shall come on to see you directly his announcement
is made, if it is made to-night."
The moments crept by, and hours, while Evelyn waited. Mercifully she
was alone. Brand had been called to the country on some mysterious
business, and she had sent her servant away for the night. West
Kensington is not usually a neighbourhood where there is much traffic
during the social hours of the evening; its inmates are more inclined to
go by foot or rail to their engagements than by carriage or motor. But
it seemed to Evelyn that night that the streets were full of noise and
movement. Time after time she heard the approaching hoot of a motor,
and went to the door to find that the sound existed only in imagination.
But Lady Wereminster came at last, slowly, with head bent and lagging
steps. Her news was written on her face. Evelyn drew her into the
inner room without a word.
"He has resigned," Lady Wereminster whispered. "And he looks as if it
were his death-blow."
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