To be able to see from only one point of view is indescribably
consoling. Unluckily for her, Lady Wereminster could put herself in
other people’s places, could judge the result of her own work as
critically as she judged the work of others. When she had, more or
less, compelled Farquharson to marry, she had acted emotionally; her one
idea had been to save Evelyn from threatened scandals. She had not
reckoned, for one moment, on Farquharson’s temperament. She had
practically bid him seek a wife—any wife. What was the result? She
forgot that she was dealing with a reckless and adventurous man—the type
upon which one can never count with certainty. There had always been a
spark of dare-devilry in Farquharson’s nature. She had expected him to
weigh the various advantages of the various charming ladies who tripped
across his social stage as possible candidates for marriage. Instead of
doing this, he had flung himself headlong into the first abyss which
gaped before him. It would have been worth another man’s while perhaps
to marry Dora; but Farquharson could get on without Beadon’s influence.
And Dora’s character was, as any woman of discernment would observe, one
which must inevitably repel and alienate him. Such women are like
cancerous growths; they eat away a man’s vitality, robbing him in time
of strength and force of will.
And she was responsible for this outrageous marriage—she, Mary
Wereminster. She who had always prided herself upon her judgment and
balance. Lives are, after all, very dangerous chemicals to play with.
Mix the wrong two together, and disaster follows.
With the best intentions in the world, what had Lady Wereminster
compassed after all? She had not really saved Evelyn; there are times
when even a surgeon decides that a disease is inoperative. She had
taken Farquharson from a life of comparative peace and thrown him into
one of petty annoyance and difficulties—jars which strain such a man’s
endurance to the utmost. Lady Wereminster did not for one moment
believe that Farquharson had committed the act of which he had been
accused; but she thought that he might possibly have been careless, and,
if it were so, his failure was due to the consequence of that mad
marriage into which she had pitilessly flung him. So the tragedy, the
betrayal, the very position that her nation stood in at the moment, was
due to her own folly, her own ruthless activity.
Impulsively spoken words, letters written under misapprehensions, can
never be withdrawn. If as a child one makes a mistake in a sum, one can
erase the figures and add them up afresh. But in life a mistake once
made is irremediable, as Lady Wereminster knew.
*CHAPTER XI*
"To all men there comes the last battle."—GEORGE STEVENS.
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