"By the time this reaches you, dear Evelyn, I shall be dead. I shall
leave instructions with the solicitor to whom I telegraphed six hours
ago, that this letter shall be held back until the end. I have always
been fond of you, as you know; it is not often given to childless men to
meet with their ideal daughter; but in my heart I have always regarded
you as that. I have been powerless to save you from the consequences of
your actions, to spare you one lash of the whip with which the malicious
sprites which govern this world’s happenings have seen fit to scourge
you. Throughout the vicissitudes through which you have passed, I have
stood detached, a critical spectator. You might have resented my
explanation in life; you are amongst those who forgive with exquisite
tenderness the past impertinences of the dead.
"I suppose instinct led me to read you aright throughout. I saw you, as
a child, battling against the inevitable; you are waging the same war
to-day. You may, or you may not know, a phrase which is bandied about
by ’common people’ in Hindoo bazars—’Likka hai’—’It is written.’ From
the first, you have had to brave the most cruel enemies that can beset a
woman—enemies of the household—secret enemies; enemies far more
powerful, of faith and doubt.
"People will tell you that at the end, our thoughts are usually
concentrated upon self—that the scenes of a man’s mimic life pass each
in turn before him in succession. I have not found that to be true. I
am thinking of you now, your doubts, your difficulties, the problems
that you are grappling with, which you have never told me, but which I
have never mentioned until now.
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