Lady Wereminster looked down ruefully at her glove. She had herself in
hand again.
"Good gracious, look at that. Split right across, my dear, with all
this clapping. How my maid will scold me! She ran about all over
London for them, trying to match the colour of my gown, and in the end
we had to order them from Paris. As for that young man, he’s wonderful.
The eighth wonder of the world—he must have escaped direct from Ephesus.
I only hope his head won’t be turned after this. Why, Evelyn, what’s
the matter?" She turned to a young King’s messenger at her side.
"Here, help Mr. Brand to get his wife out of the box; she’s fainting."
"Indeed, no; I’ve never fainted properly in all my life," said Evelyn.
But she went outside obediently, summoning wit and courage to her aid.
The air was cooler there, the platform hidden. She laughed and talked
with the others while Brand waited on her assiduously, the image of a
devoted husband, plying her in turn with smelling salts and scent, and
Dora Beadon’s ever-ready fan.
But her thoughts were turbulent; the scruple was no scruple now, but
visible danger. A thousand dreads and terrors shaped themselves before
her, ghosts of the past, and newer and more terrible phantoms. How far
could she trust herself—how far trust him? Then, too, she had looked
into a man’s heart that night—her husband’s; even she, who forgave much,
would never forget what she had seen. Cummings was right, she must go at
once; escape for a time at least from the hideous knowledge of what her
husband was, more clearly defined now than ever before. And meantime
and afterwards she must go on living with him, must show herself in
public beside him as his possession, must return with him that very
night to West Kensington to share his bed and board. She must suffer
all, must bear all, insults, wrongs bodily and mental, bracing will and
spirit, nerving her frailty to meet such horrors as convention called
upon her to endure.
This was life, this was duty; this stern uncompromising Catholic ideal
of marriage, the Sacrament. It was not true, it was not true! Those
whom God had joined together were joined for all eternity, but what had
God had to do with her own and many another such marriage?
*CHAPTER X*
"Faith is required of thee ... not understanding."—THOMAS À KEMPIS.
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