The last few weeks had altered him more than he knew. Between him and
Calvert there was now a sympathy and tenderness which had never existed
in Taorna. Farquharson had been a machine then, a magnificent machine
which could be relied upon to produce the best work—nothing more. Now
he was human.
Too human, probably, he thought suddenly, realizing in a flash how his
work was tending to the moment when he would reach the Brands’. "Peace
after Toyle" was what Evelyn brought, absolute rest of mind and body. A
dangerous quality to come in contact with when it belonged to the wife
of one’s neighbour.
For primitive man may be awakened in even the most hardened diplomatist.
And Farquharson was not naturally hard. Love of victory, too,
counts—the spirit which makes a man want to carry off the woman he loves
in face of danger, and put her before him on his horse and look back
laughing with bullets whizzing about them, and a precipice ahead, for
sheer love of devilry and adventure and desire to possess the thing he
wants.
To Evelyn, counting the hours till dawn, and saddened when dawn came
because it brought the parting of the ways, it seemed that life, so
broad and beautiful only yesterday, had narrowed again into the old grey
road without a turning. All that had made life so sweet lately must go
now: the little plans, the little projects to help Farquharson, their
daily meetings, ...; all that had brought colour into the monotonous
road, had made it fragrant and glowing—how fragrant, how glowing she had
never realized till now when she must make up her mind to stand aside
for evermore; hardest of all, perhaps, possibly to watch another woman
in her place.
For she could no longer cheat herself with half-truths, and talk of
vanity and imagination. Last night the very beating of her heart
betrayed her. In the strange inconsequence of memory, her mind went back
to five years before, when two Glasgow engineers, who were building a
temporary bridge at Comrie, talked slightingly in her presence of
"_little Highland burns_," when wise men of the neighbourhood told them
that their bridge was built too low, and that they had not allowed for
the rising of the floods. For those same little burns took counsel
together, biding their time, waiting until a night when all was still,
when they suddenly drew the forces of the mountain and swept down the
hillside in a mighty torrent, gathering strength as they went, carrying
all before them, undismayed, until at last they reached the temporary
bridge and tore it from its moorings, to play with it in mid-stream as
children play with a broken fragment of wood.
So love, once recognized, sweeps all before it, honour, loyalty, faith,
a torrent that nothing can withstand, nothing compel or alter but the
will of God....
A little book lay open on her writing-table, a frequent companion. It
had comforted her before; she wanted comfort now. She opened it at
random, and her eyes fell on these words—
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