He left the room whistling. Evelyn, alone, sat on idly at her table,
her hands resting upon the book of telegraph forms. Well, she had had
her day, a perfect one. No one could take that from her. But there was
to-morrow to face, and all the to-morrows still to come.
*CHAPTER XI*
"Whether you be men or women you will never do anything in the world
without courage. It is the greatest quality of the mind—next to
honour."—J. L. ALLEN.
Lady Wereminster put up her lorgnette and looked round Evelyn’s cheerful
little sitting-room at Bramley with intense dissatisfaction.
"Comfortable in its way, yes. But, my dear child, why on earth should
you come to such a dull place in the height of the season? You must
have had some reason for it. Illness, economy? You are not a woman of
moods to do things purposelessly or in a temper. And to go away and
leave no address too! I tell you every one’s talking about it. The
charm of the country indeed! The world won’t swallow that. It only
looks upon the country as a means of wearing a different set of smart
clothes, that’s all. And you yourself have always waited until August
to go to the country until now.
"I wish you were not so reserved, Evelyn. You’ve made enemies, you know;
women like you always do. You know they say that in a successful play
an audience has to be taken into the author’s confidence from the first
act. Well, the world’s like an audience, and wants to know one’s
secrets too. (It’ll betray them at the first opportunity, but no
matter.) It doesn’t understand you. It calls itself Christian, but it
sees Christian principles so seldom that when it comes across them it
suspects their probity at once. When it meets a person who helps others
for the sheer love of giving help, like you, it says, ’Hallo, there’s
something behind this; I must set to work at once and rout it out!’ And
on it switches its most powerful flashlight of envy and malice.
"Don’t contradict me, my dear. When I was young I believed I knew
better than any one else, and now I’m sure of it. If I hadn’t learnt
something of life by seventy-five, I should be a fool. You’re quixotic,
and quixotry is out of date. Now-a-days we only take trouble because we
want to get on, to fill our pockets, or be advertised. Politics—art—we
try to excel in these because it will make people talk of us. As for
charity——! In nine cases out of ten charity is the refuge of the
uncharitable—the means by which elderly spinsters and widows of no
social importance foist themselves on the notice of a public which would
never have heard of them under any other circumstances, and delude
themselves in the belief that they are personages."
"I wish you’d have some lunch or something," said Evelyn blankly; "you’d
feel ever so much better then."
Lady Wereminster chuckled.
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