Picton began Hector's letter, which, after a few preliminaries, read
as follows: "You know how I escaped, and thanks to the good farmer
on the moor, and with the aid of Brack, boarded the _Sea-mew_ and
got safely away. Then, taking the name of William Rolfe, I came to
Haverton and no one knew me. I wish it to be thought that Hector
Woodridge is dead, that I am William Rolfe, and shall always remain
so, for reasons which I will explain, and which will cause you great
astonishment. Something wonderful has happened since I left Haverton,
something that surprises me even now, and which I can hardly
understand, yet it is an accomplished fact, and I shall never regret
it.
"I met Lenise Elroy at Doncaster station by appointment; we traveled
alone in a reserved compartment. You have some idea of the vengeance
I intended taking upon her, but you have no conception how terrible it
was to be. I purposed carrying it out in the train, declaring to
her who I was--she thought I was William Rolfe. I gradually led the
conversation up to a point when I could relate to her how Hector
Woodridge escaped and boarded the _Sea-mew_, and that he was alive and
well, living under an assumed name. I posed as his best friend. She
was amazed, and frightened, at the minute details I gave her, thought
it uncanny. There was a dramatic moment when she explained what
happened when Elroy was shot, in order to clear herself, offer an
excuse for her conduct. She said Hector Woodridge pointed the revolver
at Elroy and as he advanced, fired. Then I said, 'You pulled the
trigger.' This, as you may imagine, was a knock-down blow for her; she
almost fainted. She denied it, of course; it was a critical moment.
Then I bade her look in my face, asked her if she recognized me.
Gradually she did so; she fell on her knees, clasped my legs, sobbed
as though her heart would break. She confessed all. She said I held
the revolver pointed at Elroy, but she pulled my hand back, and it
went off, killing him. I enclose a confession she has signed to this
effect. It proves my innocence. I did not actually fire the shot,
although I leveled the revolver at him, to frighten and keep him back.
I had no intention of shooting him; as God is my judge, I did not wish
to take his life. She acted on a sudden impulse; perhaps she wished to
pull my hand down, thinking I intended shooting him, and, as my finger
was on the trigger, it went off. It was all a terrible blunder, which
she and I have suffered terribly for. You little know how she has
suffered; she has told me and I believe her. What I suffered no one
can imagine, but I believe I can learn to forget it under the new
conditions of life I have mapped out.
"As she knelt at my feet sobbing, a strange revulsion of feeling swept
over me. Before all this happened she acknowledged she loved me as
William Rolfe, that she had done so from the first time we met.
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