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"He can pursue his work in perfect sincerity. I found that out."
"Can he if he does it with a low motive?"
"My dear girl, whose motives are not mixed? Whose heart is single?
"His was once!"
"Before he met--you and me? I made the best job I could. I cemented the
breakage; I couldn't undo it."
"I would rather--"
"He'd picturesquely drown himself?"
"Oh, no," she said, with a shudder; "but it lowers my ideal of him."
"That, considering your position, is not wholly a bad thing."
"Do you think he's justified in doing it?"
"To tell the truth, I don't see quite to the bottom of him. But he will
do great things."
"Now he is well quit of me?"
Sir Roderick smiled.
"Well, I don't like it."
"Then you should have married him, and left Eugene to do the drowning."
"Do you know, Sir Roderick, I rather doubt if Eugene would have drowned
himself?"
"I don't know; he has very good manners."
They both laughed.
"But all the same, I am unhappy about Mr. Stafford."
"Ah, your notions of other people's morality are too exalted. I don't
accept responsibility for Stafford. He would not have followed my
suggestion unless the idea had been in germ in his own mind."
Claudia's pre-occupation with Stafford's fate would have been somewhat
disturbing to a lover less philosophical or less sympathetic than
Eugene. As it was, he was pleased with her concern, and his sorrow for
the trouble it occasioned her was mitigated by a conviction that its
effect would not be permanent. In this idea he proved perfectly
correct. As the weeks passed by and nothing was heard of the vanished
man, his place in the lives of those who had been so intimately
associated with him became filled with other interests, and from a
living presence he dwindled to an occasional memory. It was as if he had
really died. His name was now and then mentioned with the sad affection
we accord to those who have gone before us; for the most part the
thought of him was thrust out in the busy give-and-take of everyday
life. Save for the absence of that bitter sense of hopelessness which
the separation of death brings, Stafford might as well have passed on
the road which, but for Ayre's intervention, he had marked out for
himself. Claudia and Eugene were wrapped up in one another; their love
tor him, though not dead, was dormant, and his name was oftener upon the
lips of Ayre and Morewood than of those who had been most closely united
with him in the bonds of common experience. But Ayre and Morewood,
besides entertaining a kindly memory of his personal charm, found
delight in studying him as a problem. They were keenly interested in the
upshot of his new start in life, and their blunter perceptions were deaf
to the dissonance between the ideal he had set before himself and the
alternative Ayre had suggested for his adoption. Perhaps they were
right. If none but saints may do the work of the world, much of its most
useful work must go undone.
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