Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
It is remarked of many people, that though they go through life fretting
and fuming over trifles, and making scenes out of nothing at all, yet in
a real emergency their calmness is quite amazing. It need not amaze
anybody who gives the matter a little thought; for a crisis brings its
own armour, but a man is naked to the insect enemies of the passing
moment, and he may have a tender moral and intellectual skin. This was
the trouble with Mr. Haigh—a naturally irritable man, who in long years
of chartered tyranny had gradually ceased to control his temper in the
absence of some special reason why he should. But fellows in his house
used to say that in the worst type of row they could trust Haigh to sort
out the sinned against from the sinning, and not to lose his head,
though he might still smack theirs for whistling in his quad.
Thus it is scarcely to be doubted that already Mr. Haigh had more
sympathy with the serious offender whom he had caught red-handed with
little clods who ended pentameters with adjectives or showed a depraved
disregard for the cæsura. But for once he did not wear his heart upon
his sleeve, or in his austere eyes and distended nostrils; his very
shoulders, as Jan followed them through the wood, looked laden with fate
inexorable. A composure so alien and abnormal is at least as terrible as
the wrath that is slow to rise; it chilled Jan’s blood, but it also gave
him time to see things, and to make up his mind.
In the wood and in the ride Haigh did not even turn his head to see that
he was being duly followed; but in the lower meadow he stopped short,
and waited sombrely for Jan.
“There’s nothing to be said, Rutter, as between you and me, except on
one small point that doesn’t matter to anybody else. I gathered just now
that you were not particularly surprised at being caught by _me_—that
it’s what you would have expected of me—playing the spy! Well, I have
played it during the last hour; but I never should have dreamt of doing
so if your own rashness had not thrust the part upon me.”
“I suppose you saw me get into the fly?” said Jan, with a certain
curiosity in the incidence of his frustration.
“I couldn’t help seeing you. I had called for this myself, and was in
the act of bringing it to you for your—splitting head!”
Haigh had produced an obvious medicine bottle sealed up in white paper.
Jan could not resent his sneer.
“I’m sorry you had the trouble, sir. There was nothing the matter with
my head.”
“And you can stand there——”
Haigh did not finish his sentence, except by dashing the medicine bottle
to the ground in his disgust, so that it broke even in that rank grass,
and its contents soaked the smooth white paper. This was the old Adam,
but only for a moment. Jan could almost have done with more of him.
“I know what you must think of me, sir,” he said. “I had to meet a
blackmailer at his own time and place. But that’s no excuse for me.”
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