Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
“Grant, O Lord, that we may always remember that our bodies are the
temple of the living God, and that we may not pollute them by evil
thoughts or evil words.... Give us grace never to approve or by consent
to sanction in others what our consciences tell us is wrong, but to
reprove it either by word or by silence. Let us never ourselves act the
part of tempter to others, never place a stumbling-block in our
brother’s way, or offend any of our companions, for Jesus Christ’s sake.
Amen.”
Well, he had never played the tempter or placed stumbling-blocks,
whatever else he had done; it was not for that that he would have to go;
but he was not so sure about evil words. He had said some things,
sometimes, which might have earned him his now imminent fate, if they
had reached some ears; so perhaps he had little to complain about after
all. Not that foul language had ever been his habit; but he had never
been so particular as Chips, for example, now so devout in the Lord’s
Prayer at the other end of the Sixth Form table. Old Chips in his early
days had gone to the foolhardy and (in him) futile length of reproof by
word; even now he was rising from his knees as though he had been really
praying; but Jan had only been thinking his own thoughts, though
kneeling there without doubt for the last time.
And yet a second moment’s doubt did thrill him as Heriot took up his
usual stand in front of the grate, and some of the fellows made a dash
for milk and dog-rocks at the bottom of the long table, but more
clustered round the fireplace to hear Heriot and Jan discuss the match.
They actually did discuss it for a minute or two; but Heriot was dry as
tinder in spite of his intentions; and when he suddenly announced that
he would sign all verses in the morning, but would just like to speak to
Rutter for a minute, Jan followed him through into the private part with
a stabbing conviction that all was over with him.
“I’ve heard Mr. Haigh’s story,” said Heriot very coldly in his study.
“Do you wish me to hear yours?”
“No, sir.”
Jan did not wince at Heriot’s tone, but Heriot did at his. The one was
to be expected, the other almost brazen in its unblushing alacrity.
“You have nothing whatever to say for yourself, after all these years,
after——”
Heriot pulled himself up—as on his haunches—with a jerk of the
grizzled head and a fierce flash of the glasses.
“But from all I hear I’m not surprised,” he added with bitter
significance. “I find I’ve been mistaken in you all along.”
Yet Jan did not see his meaning at the time, and the bitterness only
enabled him to preserve apparent insensibility.
“There’s nothing _to_ say, sir. I was shamming right enough, and I
suppose Mr. Haigh has told you why.”
“He has, indeed! The matter has also been reported to the Head Master,
and he wishes to see you at once. I need hardly warn you what to expect,
I should think.”
“No, sir. I expect to go.”
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