Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
Mr. Thrale seemed already to have taken this into humane consideration,
for he promptly replied: “You will remain till Monday; meanwhile you are
to consider yourself a prisoner on parole, and mix no more in the
society for which you have shown yourself unfit. So far as this school
goes you are condemned to death for lying betrayal, and mock-manly
meanness. Murder will out, Rutter, but you are not condemned for any
undiscovered crime of the past. Yet if it is true that you ever got out
of your house at night——”
Jan could not meet the awful mien with which Mr. Thrale here made
dramatic pause; but he filled it by mumbling that it was quite true, he
had got out once, over two years ago.
“Once,” said Mr. Thrale, “is enough to deprive you of the previous good
character that might otherwise have been taken into consideration. I do
not say it could have saved you; but nothing can save the traitor guilty
of repeated acts of treason. A certain consideration you will receive at
Mr. Heriot’s hands, by his special request, until you go on Monday
morning. And that, Rutter, is all I have to say to you as Head Master of
this school.”
Even so is the convicted murderer handed over to the High Sheriff for
destruction; but just as other judges soften the dread language of the
law with more human utterances on their own account, so before he was
done did Mr. Thrale address himself to Jan as man to man, merely
reversing the legal order. He asked the boy what he was going to do in
life, and besought him not to look upon his whole life as necessarily
ruined. The greater the fall, the greater the merit of rising again; he
had almost said, and he would say, the greater the sport of rising! Jan
had pulled matches out of the fire; let him take life as a game, bowl
out the Devil that was in him, and pull his own soul out of Hell! Here
he enlarged upon the lust of drink, bluntly but with a tender breadth of
understanding, as a snare set alike for the just and the unjust, a curse
most accursed in its destruction of the moral fibre, as in this very
case; and Jan could not have listened more humbly if his own whole body
and soul had been already undermined. He thought he saw tears in the old
man’s eyes; he knew he had them in his own. These last words of earnest
exhortation, beginning as they did between man and man, went on and
finished almost as between father and son, with a handshake and “God
guide you!” There was even the offer of a letter which, while not
glozing the worst, would yet say those other things that could still be
said, and might stand Jan in good stead if he were man enough to show it
in Australia.
But meanwhile he had been expelled from school, expelled in his last
term, when Captain of Cricket, and on top of his one triumph in that
capacity. And on his way back to his house, Jan stopped in the starlit
street, and what do you think he did?
He laughed aloud as he suddenly remembered the actual facts of the case.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account