Boarding schools -- England -- Fiction; Boys -- Fiction; Schools -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
Jan brought a cane chair to the window, and sat down to think about
Evan, to be fair to old Evan at all costs. It was easy to be down on
him, to feel he had been guilty of unpardonable perfidy; but had he? Was
there any great reason why he should not have told Chips—Chips whom he
knew of old, and whom he had seen with Jan? Surely it was the most
natural confidence in the world; and then it was the only one, even
Chips thought that, though Jan was not so sure when he recalled the bold
scorn of Sandham and some others in the Eleven—their indistinguishable
whispers and their unmistakable looks. But, even so! Had he ever asked
Evan to keep his secret? Had not Evan, on the other hand, kept it on the
whole unasked? Was it not due to him first and last that the whole
school had not got hold of it? Chips might say what he liked about
Heriot, but no master could impose secrecy upon a boy against the boy’s
will. Evan’s will towards Jan must always have been of the best. It was
Jan’s own fault if he had imagined himself under an inconceivable
obligation; it only showed what a simpleton he had always been about
Evan Devereux. That was it! He was far too simple altogether; even now
he could not shake off all his unreasonable disappointment because Evan
had been a trifle less loyal to him, in the very beginning, than he had
chosen to flatter himself all these years.
It was a comfort to turn to the other side of the account. Thank
goodness he had been able to do something for Evan in the end! He did
owe it to him, whatever Chips chose to say or think. Chips was a jealous
old fool; there was no getting away from that. Jan only hoped he had not
given Chips an inkling of the real facts of the case. He did not think
he had. It had been a happy thought to pretend that Evan’s connection
with his downfall was that of the feeble accomplice whom he and not
Sandham had led astray; it really made expulsion too good for him, so
Chips would be under no temptation to let it out or to drag in Evan’s
name at all. In any case he had promised. He was a man of his word. He
was the soul of honour and integrity, old Chips ... so at least Jan had
always thought him down to this very afternoon. Simpleton again!
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