Who can forget those midnight terrors, those streaks of lurid light,
those faint footfalls in the dark which make us shudder, those murders
which paralyse the limbs, the groans, the strangled cries from the
depths of a soul in agony? And those pulsations of the heart, deep,
rapid, restrained, sending forth, like a muffled bell, a dull sound
which spreads in the silence of the night, beating, throbbing even
after death? How useless becomes even the courage of despair before
these motionless spectres which fill us with terror! And the tortures
and horrors for which words fail us, which still the heart, close the
staring eye and numb the trembling limbs, stretch us senseless on this
rack of fright and kill us with agony!
CHAPTER XV
_MALADIES PRODUCED BY FEAR_
I
Unhappy invalids who must seek shelter in the hospital, and drag
themselves feebly through those long wards where quiet has reigned for
centuries, only broken by the sobs and cries of those poor wretches
who come to lie down within these walls, as in the common tomb of the
homeless!
How depressed they are when they leave their family and note the
sadness of the place, advance sighing towards an unfamiliar bed, while
around them they see all the ills which misery begets, and breathe the
oppressive air of that pity which has gathered them together!
The new-comers at once recognise those more dangerously ill, even
though they are at some distance, because the physicians stay longer
beside them, watching them, the assistants and nurses are occupied with
them. Then the bell for the viaticum rings; all who are able rise to
their feet; then the extreme unction--then the rattling in the throat
in the death-agony. And when at last they see the curtains drawn
around the bed, a low, trembling whisper passes the sad news from mouth
to mouth, to the most remote corners of the ward, beyond the dim rays
of the funeral torch shining in the night like the last flicker of life
in a body waxing cold for ever.
In their morning round the physicians find that the serious cases have
grown worse, while those who are better beg to be dismissed. But it
is in the women’s ward that similar sad circumstances cause the most
alarming effects. The physician who has the night-watch must walk up
and down the whole night, prescribing soothing draughts and cordials,
without his presence or his words of comfort preventing convulsive
attacks or fainting fits.
Many patients die in the hospitals from fear and depression who would
probably have recovered had they been tended in their own homes.
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