Fearful Symmetry: A Terran Empire novelWilson, Ann
Science
Fearful Symmetry: A Terran Empire novel
Wilson, Ann
Science fiction
A clan-sized family had built-in safeguards against his swelling head,
though. A youngling Steve couldn't remember meeting tugged at his
shirt, and when he looked around, said, "Hey, ruchaya Steve, you don't
talk funny any more."
Tarlac laughed. "Thanks! Think you could do any better, in English?"
The youngling grinned engagingly at him. "Sure I could, if you teach
me."
"We'll see. If I have time, it's a deal."
Over the next several days, however, Tarlac was too busy to teach; he
was studying instead, fourteen hours a day, which left him time for
little except food and sleep. He didn't mind the hard work; it was
interesting, and it would very probably keep him alive--if anything
would.
Hovan did leave him time to study the first-contact tape and read the
daily news summaries the Supreme had delivered as promised. Neither
brought any surprises, though he paid close attention to the tape,
trying to find some way the war could have been avoided. Doing so
wouldn't solve this situation, but it might help prevent another
first-contact disaster.
He didn't find anything. The tape simply confirmed Hovan's account of
the first human/Traiti meeting, adding little to Tarlac's knowledge
except a sight of the guardship crew's intense horror when they saw
women aboard an armed scout, being taken into danger only males should
face. The human scouts had followed first-contact procedure, Tarlac
found; the problem was the mixed crew, and there was no point in
changing that. Anything the Empire did there--except perhaps for
crewing all scouts with Irschchans, whose sex was difficult for
non-felinoids to distinguish--could be just as bad, depending on the
culture being contacted. And that had other practical difficulties.
No, the Ranger decided, it was what he'd originally called it: a mutual
misunderstanding. What he'd called the Empire's fault, to Daria, had
been unavoidable. Neither side could be blamed.
The news summaries reported that the Empire was winning as steadily as
ever. It was the casualty reports that bothered Tarlac. The Imperial
losses were lighter than predicted, and he knew few individuals in the
Empire well enough to feel more than mild regret at their deaths; but
the increasingly heavy Traiti casualties upset him with their sheer
numbers.
More, some of them hit him very personally. The loss of people from
Ch'kara, even people he'd never met, left a void. They were a loss to
the entire clan, and it wasn't balanced by the birth of a son to one of
the n'ka'ruhar on Norvis--though Tarlac did share the clan's joy at
that event.
The losses couldn't intensify his need to end the war, though. Nothing
could; it was already the central fact of his existence. So, aside
from paying attention to the news summaries and the necessities of
life, Tarlac spent all his time on the concentrated study that might
keep him alive through the Ordeal.
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