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“I don’t know,” she murmured, meditatively, looking up the street as if
that would settle it. “If it’s only half-past three now, I should have
time to get home more naturally.”
“Oh! And will you let me walk with you?”
“Why, if you’re going that way.”
“I will say when I know which way it is.”
They started on their walk so blithely that they did not sadden in the
retrospect of their joint experiences at Mrs. Westangle’s. By the
time they reached the park gate at Columbus Circle they had come so
distinctly to the end of their retrospect that she made an offer of
letting him leave her, a very tacit offer, but unmistakable, if he chose
to take it. He interpreted her hesitation as he chose. “No,” he said,
“it won’t be any longer if we go up through the park.”
She drew in her breath softly, smoothing down her muff with her
right hand while she kept her left in it. “And it will certainly be
pleasanter.” When they were well up the path, in that part of it where
it deflects from the drive without approaching the street too closely,
and achieves something of seclusion, she said:
“Your speaking of him just now makes me want to tell you something, Mr.
Verrian. You would hear of it very soon, anyway, and I feel that it is
always best to be very frank with you; but you’ll regard it as a secret
till it comes out.”
The currents that had been playing so warmly in and out of Verrian’s
heart turned suddenly cold. He said, with joyless mocking, “You know,
I’m used to keeping your secrets. I--shall feel honored, I’m sure, if
you trust me with another.”
“Yes,” she returned, pathetically, “you have always been faithful--even
in your wounds.” It was their joint tribute to the painful past, and
they had paid no other. She was looking away from him, but he knew she
was aware of his hanging his head. “That’s all over now,” she uttered,
passionately. “What I wanted to say--to tell you--is that I am engaged
to Mr. Bushwick.”
He could have answered that she had no need to tell him. The cold
currents in and out of his heart stiffened frozenly and ceased to flow;
his heart itself stood still for an eternal instant. It was in this
instant that he said, “He is a fine fellow.” Afterwards, amid the wild
bounding of his recovered pulse, he could add, “I congratulate him; I
congratulate you both.”
“Thank you,” she said. “No one knows as I do how good he is--has been,
all through.” Probably she had not meant to convey any reproach to
Verrian by Bushwick’s praise, but he felt reproach in it. “It only
happened last week. You do wish me happy, don’t you? No one knows what a
winter I have had till now. Everything seeming to fail--”
She choked, and did not say more. He said, aimlessly, “I am sorry--”
“Let me sit down a moment,” she begged. And she dropped upon the bench
at which she faltered, and rested there, as if from the exhaustion
of running. When she could get her breath she began again: “There is
something else I want to tell you.”
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