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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“I’m miserable; there’s no denying it,” said Helen. “There’s nothing
in this endless fashionable routine of dressing, dancing and visiting,
that can satisfy me. Hearts enough are laid at my feet, but I owe
them all to the accidents of wealth and position. The world seems all
emptiness to me. There _must_ be something beyond this, else why this
ceaseless reaching of the soul for some unseen good? Why do the silent
voices of nature so thrill me? Why do the holy stars with their burning
eyes utter such silent reproaches? Have I nothing to do but amuse
myself with toys like a child? Shall I live only for _myself_? Does not
the sun that rises upon my luxury, shine also upon the tear-stained
face of sorrow? Are there not slender feet stumbling wearily in rugged,
lonely paths? Why is _mine_ flower-bestrewn? How am I better? Whose
sorrowful heart have I lightened? What word of comfort has fallen from
my lips on the ear of the grief-stricken? What am I here for? What is
my mission?”
* * * * *
“And you have only this wretched place to nurse that sick child in?”
said Helen; “and five lesser ones to care for? Will you trust that sick
child with me?”
“She is not long for this world, my lady; and I love her as well as
though I had but one. Sometimes I’ve thought the more care I have for
her, the closer my heart clings to her. She is very patient and sweet.”
“Yes, I know,” said Helen; “but I have it in my power to make her so
much more comfortable. It may preserve, at least lengthen her life.”
When little Mary opened her eyes the next morning, she half believed
herself in fairy-land. Soft fleecy curtains were looped about her head,
her little emaciated hand rested upon a silken coverlid, a gilded
table stood by her bed-side, the little cup from which her lips were
moistened was of bright silver, and a sweet face was bending over her,
shaded by a cloud of golden hair, that fell like a glory about her head.
“Where am I?” said the child, crossing her little hand across her
bewildered brain.
Helen smiled. “You are _my_ little bird now, dear. How do you like
your cage?”
“It is very, _very_ pretty,” said Mary, with childish delight; “but
won’t you get tired of waiting upon a poor little sick girl? Mamma was
used to it. _You_ don’t look as if you could work.”
“Don’t I?” said Helen, with a slight blush; “for all that, you’ll see
how nicely I can take care of you, little one. I’ll sing to you; I’ll
read to you; I’ll tell you pretty stories; and when you are weary of
your couch, I’ll fold you in my arms, and rock you so gently to sleep.
And when you get better and stronger, you shall have so many nice toys
to play with, and I’ll crown your little bright head with pretty
flowers, and make you nice little dresses; and now I’m going to read to
you. Betty has been out, and bought you a little fairy story about a
wonderful puss; and here’s ‘Little Timothy Pip;’ which will you have?”
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