Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
See him double, and turn, and twist, like a rabbit in a wood, while
that word of command flies from one clerk’s lip to another. Poor,
demented little Cash! Where _is_ your anxious maternal? Who finds you
in patience and shoe leather? Does your pillow ever suggest anything
to your weary brain but pillarless quarters, and crossed sixpences,
and faded bank bills? When do you find time, you poor little victim,
to comb your hair, digest your victuals, and say your catechise? Do
you ever look back with a sigh to the days of peppermints, peanuts
and pinafores? Or forward, in the dim distance, to a vision of a
long-tailed coat, a high-standing dickey, and no more “_Cash_,” save in
your pantaloons’ pocket? Don’t you ever catch yourself wishing that a
certain rib of Adam’s had never been subtracted from his paradisiacal
side?
Poor, miserable little Cash! you have my everlasting sympathy! I
should go shopping twenty times, where I now go once, didn’t it harrow
up my feelings to see you driven on so, like a locomotive! “Here’s
hoping” you may soon be made sensible of more than _one_ meaning to the
word CHANGE!
[A] The boy employed in stores to fetch and carry change.
ONLY A CHILD.
“Who is to be buried here?” said I to the sexton. “Only a child,
ma’am.”
_Only_ a child! Oh! had you ever been a mother--had you nightly
pillowed that little golden head--had you slept the sweeter for that
little velvet hand upon your breast--had you waited for the first
intelligent glance from those blue eyes--had you watched its cradle
slumbers, tracing the features of him who stole your girlish heart
away--had you wept a widow’s tears over its unconscious head--had your
desolate, timid heart gained courage from that little piping voice, to
wrestle with the jostling crowd for daily bread--had its loving smiles
and prattling words been sweet recompense for such sad exposure--had
the lonely future been brightened by the hope of that young arm to lean
upon, that bright eye for your guiding star--had you never framed a
plan, or known a hope or fear, of which that child was not a part;--if
there was naught else on earth left for you to love--if disease came,
and its eye grew dim; and food, and rest, and sleep were forgotten in
your anxious fears--if you paced the floor, hour by hour, with that
fragile burden, when your very touch seemed to give comfort and healing
to that little quivering frame--had the star of hope set at last--had
you hung over its dying pillow, when the strong breast you should
have wept on was in the grave, where your child was hastening--had
you caught _alone_ its last faint cry for the “_help_” you could
not give--had its last fluttering sigh been breathed out on _your_
breast--Oh! could you have said--“’Tis _only_ a child?”
MR. PIPKIN’S IDEAS OF FAMILY RETRENCHMENT.
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