Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“And so you sail to-morrow, Will? I shall miss you.”
“Yes; I’m bound to see the world. I’ve been beating my wings in
desperation against the wires of my cage these three years. I know
every stick, and stone, and stump in this odious village by heart, as
well as I do those stereotyped sermons of Parson Grey’s. They say he
calls me ‘a scapegrace’--pity I should have the name without the game,”
said he, bitterly. “I haven’t room here to run the length of my chain.
I’ll show him what I can do in a wider field of action.”
“But how did you bring your father over?”
“Oh, he’s very glad to be rid of me; quite disgusted because I’ve no
fancy for seeing corn and oats grow. The truth is, every father knows
at once too much and too little about his own son; the old gentleman
never understood me; he soured my temper, which is originally none of
the best, roused all the worst feelings in my nature, and is constantly
driving me _from_ instead of _to_ the point he would have me reach.”
“And your mother?”
“Well, there you have me; that’s the only humanized portion of my
heart--the only soft spot in it. She came to my bed-side last night,
after she thought I was asleep, gently kissed my forehead, and then
knelt by my bed-side. Harry, I’ve been wandering round the fields all
the morning, to try to get rid of that prayer. Old Parson Grey might
preach at me till the millennium, and he wouldn’t move me any more than
that stone. It makes all the difference in the world when you know a
person _feels_ what they are praying about. I’m wild and reckless and
wicked, I suppose; but I shall never be an infidel while I can remember
my mother. You should see the way she bears my father’s impetuous
temper; that’s _grace_, not _nature_, Harry; but don’t let us talk
about it--I only wish my parting with her was well over. Good-bye;
God bless you, Harry; you’ll hear from me, if the fishes don’t make a
supper of me;” and Will left his friend and entered the cottage.
Will’s mother was moving nervously and restlessly about, tying up all
sorts of mysterious little parcels that only mothers think of, “in case
he should be sick,” or in case he should be this, that, or the other,
interrupted occasionally by exclamations like this from the old farmer:
“Fudge--stuff--great overgrown baby--making a fool of him--never be out
of leading strings;” and then turning short about and facing Will as he
entered, he said,
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