Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Babel, what a place!--what a dust--what a racket--what a whiz-buzz!
What a throng of human beings. “Jew and Gentile, bond and free;”
every nation the sun ever shone upon, here represented. What pampered
luxury--what squalid misery, on the same _pavé_. What unwritten
histories these myriad hearts might unfold. How much of joy, how much
of sorrow, how much of crime. Now, queenly beauty sweeps past, in sin’s
gay livery. Cursed he who first sent her forth, to walk the earth,
with her woman’s brow shame-branded. Fair mother--pure wife--frown
scornfully at her if you can; my heart aches for her. I see one who
once slept, sweet and fair, on a mother’s loving breast. I see one
whose bitterest tear may never wash her stain away. I see one on whom
mercy’s gate is forever shut, by her own unrelenting, unforgiving sex.
I see one who was young, beautiful, poor and friendless. They who make
long prayers, and wrap themselves up in self-righteousness, as with
a garment, turned a deaf ear, as she plead for the bread of honest
toil. Earth looked cold, and dark, and dreary; feeble feet stumbled
wearily on life’s rugged, thorny road. Oh, judge her not harshly,
pure but frigid censor; who shall say that with her desolation--her
temptation--your name too might not have been written “Magdalen.”
SICKNESS COMES TO YOU IN THE CITY.
How unmercifully the heavy cart wheels rattle over the stony
pavements; how unceasing the tramp of busy, restless feet; how loud
and shrill the cries of mirth and traffic. You turn heavily to your
heated pillow, murmuring, “Would God it were night!” The pulse of the
great city is stilled at last; and balmy sleep, so coveted, seems about
to bless you--when hark! a watchman’s rattle is sprung beneath your
window, evoking a score of stentorian voices, followed by a clanging
bell, and a rushing engine, announcing a conflagration. Again you turn
to your sleepless pillow; your quivering nerves and throbbing temples
sending to your pale lips this prayer, “Would to God it were morning!”
Death comes, and releases you. You are scarcely missed. Your
next-door neighbor, who has lived within three feet of you for three
years, may possibly recollect having seen the doctor’s chaise before
your door, for some weeks past; then, that the front blinds were
closed; then, that a coffin was carried in; and he remarks to his wife,
as he takes up the evening paper, over a comfortable dish of tea, that
“he shouldn’t wonder if neighbor Grey were dead,” and then they read
your name and age in the bill of mortality, and wonder “what disease
you died of;” and then the servant removes the tea-tray, and they
play a game of whist, and never think of you again, till they see the
auctioneer’s flag floating before your door.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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