Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Let us look around, upon the audience. Do you see yonder gray-haired
business man? Six days in the week, for many years, he has been
Mammon’s most devoted worshipper. According to time-honored custom, he
has slept comfortably in his own pew each Sunday, lulled by the soft
voice of the shepherd who “prophesieth smooth things.” One pleasant
Sabbath, chance, (I would rather say an overruling Providence,) led
him here. He settles himself in his accustomed Sunday attitude, but
sleep comes not at his bidding. He looks disturbed. The preacher is
dwelling upon the permitted but fraudulent tricks of business men,
and exposing plainly their turpitude in the sight of that God who
holds “evenly the scales of justice.” As he proceeds, Conscience
whispers to this aged listener, “Thou art the man!” He moves uneasily
on his seat; an angry flush mounts to his temples: What right has that
boy-preacher to question the integrity of men of such unblemished
mercantile standing in the community as himself? He is not accustomed
to such a spiritual probing knife. _His_ spiritual physician has always
“healed the hurt of his people slightly.” He don’t like such plain
talking, and sits the service out only from compulsion. But when he
passes the church porch, he does not leave the sermon there, as usual.
No. He goes home perplexed and thoughtful. Conscience sides with the
preacher; self-interest tries to stifle its voice with the sneering
whisper of “priest-craft.” Monday comes, and again he plunges into the
maelstrom of business, and tries to tell the permitted lie with his
usual _nonchalance_ to some ignorant customer, but his tongue falters
and performs its duty but awkwardly; a slight blush is perceptible upon
his countenance; and the remainder of the week chronicles similar and
repeated failures.
Again it is Sunday. He is not a church-member: he can stay at home,
therefore, without fear of a canonical committee of Paul Prys to
investigate the matter: he can look over his debt and credit list if
he likes, without excommunication: he certainly will not put himself
again in the way of that plain-spoken, stripling priest. The bell peals
out, in musical tones, seemingly this summons: “Come up with us, and
we will do you good.” By an irresistible impulse, he finds himself
again a listener. “Not that he _believes_ what that boy says:” Oh no:
but, somehow, he likes to listen to him, even though he attack that
impregnable pride in which he has wrapped himself up as in a garment.
Now, why is this? Why is this church filled with such wayside
listeners?
Why, but that all men--even the most worldly and unscrupulous--pay
involuntary homage to earnestness, sincerity, independence and
Christian boldness, in the “man of God?”
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