Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
The little room is empty now. Mary toils there no longer. You will
find her in the great house opposite: her dainty limbs clad in flowing
silk; her slender fingers and dimpled arms glittering with gems:
and among all that merry group, Mary’s laugh rings out the merriest.
Surely--surely, this is better than to toil, weeping, through the long
weary days in the little darkened room.
Is it, Mary?
* * * * *
There is a ring at the door of the great house. A woman glides
modestly in; by her dress, she is a widow. She has opened a small
school in the neighborhood, and in the search for scholars has wandered
in here. She looks about her. Her quick, womanly instinct sounds the
alarm. She is not among the good and pure of her sex. But she does
not scorn them. No; she looks upon their blighted beauty, with a
Christ-like pity; she says to herself, haply some word of mine may
touch their hearts. So, she says, gently, “Pardon me, ladies, but I had
hoped to find scholars here; you will forgive the intrusion, I know;
for though you are not mothers, you have all _had_ mothers.”
Why is Mary’s lip so ashen white? Why does she tremble from head to
foot, as if smitten by the hand of God? Why do the hot tears stream
through her jeweled fingers? Ah! Mary. That little dark room, with its
toil, its gloom, its _innocence_, were Heaven’s own brightness now, to
your tortured spirit.
* * * * *
Pitilessly the slant rain rattled against the window panes awnings
creaked and flapped, and the street lamps flickered in the strong
blast: full-freighted omnibuses rolled over the muddy pavements: stray
pedestrians turned up their coat-collars, grasped their umbrellas
more tightly, and made for the nearest port. A woman, half-blinded by
the long hair which the fury of the wind had driven across her face,
drenched to the skin with the pouring rain--shoeless, bonnetless,
_homeless_, leans unsteadily against a lamp-post, and in the maudlin
accents of intoxication curses the passers-by. A policeman’s strong
grasp is laid upon her arm, and she is hurried, struggling, through the
dripping streets, and pushed into the nearest “station house.” Morning
dawns upon the wretched, forsaken outcast. She sees it not. Upon those
weary eyes only the resurrection morn shall dawn.
No more shall the stony-hearted shut, in her imploring face, the door
of hope; no more shall gilded sin, with Judas smile, say, “Eat, drink,
and be merry;” no more shall the professed followers of Him who said,
“Neither do I condemn thee,” say to the guilt-stricken one, “Stand
aside--for I am holier than thou.” No, none may tempt, none may scorn,
none may taunt her more. A pauper’s grave shall hide poor Mary and her
shame.
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