Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second SeriesFern, Fanny
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Fern Leaves from Fanny's Port-folio. Second Series
Fern, Fanny
American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“Yes, sir; Mary was a good child to me _once_; she respected religion
and religious people, and used to love to go to church, but lately,
sir, God knows she has almost broke my heart. Last spring I took her
home, and the three dear children; but she would not listen to me, and
left without telling me where she was going. I heard that there was a
poor woman living in a basement in Willet street, with three children,
and my heart told me that that was my poor, lost Mary, and there I
found her. But, oh, sir--oh, sir”--and she sobbed as if her heart were
breaking--“_such_ a place! _My_ Mary, that I used to cradle in these
arms to sleep, that lisped her little evening prayer at _my_ knee--_my_
Mary, _drunk_ in that terrible place!”
She was getting so agitated that Mr. Pease, wishing to turn the
current of her thoughts, asked her if she herself was a member of any
church. She said yes, of the ---- street Baptist Church. She said she
was a widow, and had had one child beside Mary--a son. And her face
lighted up as she said:
“Oh sir, he was such a _fine_ lad. He did all he could to make me
happy; but he thought, that if he went to California he could make
money, and when he left he said ‘Cheer up, dear mother; I’ll come back
and give my money all to _you_, and you shall never work any more.’”
“I can see him now, sir, as he stood there, with his eye kindling.
Poor lad! poor lad! He came back, but it was only to die. His last
words were, ‘God will care for you, mother--I know it--when I’m gone to
Heaven.’ Oh! if I could have seen my poor _girl_ die as he did, before
she became so bad. Oh, sir, _won’t_ you take her _here_?--_won’t_ you
try to make her good?--_can’t_ you make her good, sir? I _can’t_ give
Mary up. Nobody cares for Mary now but me. Won’t you try, sir?”
Mr. Pease promised that he would do all he could, and sent a person
out with the old lady, to visit “Mary,” and obtain particulars: he soon
returned and corroborated all the old lady’s statements. Mr. Pease then
took a friend and started to see what could be done.
In Willet street is a rickety old wooden building, filled to
overflowing with the very refuse of humanity. The basement is lighted
with two small windows half under ground; and in this wretched hole
lived Mary and her children. As Mr. Pease descended the steps into
the room, he heard some one say, “Here he comes, grandmother! he’s
come--he’s come!”
The door was opened. On a pile of rags in the corner lay Mary, “my
Mary,” as the old lady tearfully called her.
God of mercy! what a wreck of beautiful womanhood! Her large blue
eyes glared with maniac wildness, under the influence of intoxication.
Long waves of auburn hair fell, in tangled masses, over a form wasted,
yet beautiful in its graceful outlines.
Poor, lost Mary!
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