That’s all,’ repeated Rosalie, looking at the kind, troubled old face
with a bewildered stare. That was all, of course; and she had known it
before. She had with her own eyes watched Richard’s departing figure
until it had disappeared from sight. She had known quite well that he
would never return; she had even told him to go, agreed with him that it
was the right and honourable thing to do—the only thing to do. Ever
since the morning she had been telling herself so over and over again;
yet none the less the farmer’s words fell like a knell upon her heart.
‘You do look bad, to be sure—I am sorry your head be so bad. Lard!
Lard, what a world this be! I’m that upset I don’t know whether I’m on
my head or my heels.’
The quaver in his voice smote Rosalie. She must make an effort to
overcome her selfish grief; above all, to conquer that mad spirit of
rebellion which every now and then rose rampant within her. This good
man had need of her sympathy; should she not give it all the more
willingly that there was so large an element of remorse mingled with her
misery? She sat up and looked affectionately towards him:
‘I’m very, very sorry for you,’ she said.
‘’T was so sudden, ye see,’ pursued Isaac dolefully. ‘He never so much
as said a word to I—never so much as hinted as he war n’t satisfied. I
mid ha’ seen that the restless fit were a-comin’ on if I had n’t ha’ been
sich a sammy. Restless! He were that restless last night, he were more
like a dog at a fair as had lost his master nor a reasonable human being!
It was up and down, and in and out the whole blessed evening. Ah, I be
terrible upset; I be oncommon fond o’ Richard, d’ ye see. Always was
from the time he were a little ’un. I was oncommon fond o’ his mother
afore him; she were the only woman I ever could put up wi’—present
company excepted.’
As Isaac ducked his head towards her with a melancholy attempt at
jocularity, Rosalie’s heart sank lower still; she turned away hastily
that he might not see her face. At an earlier period she might have been
gratified by the knowledge that she was one of the few women in the world
whom Isaac Sharpe could ‘put up with’—phrases of the kind were his
nearest approach to ardour, and indicated, as she knew, a considerable
amount of solid attachment; but the passionate tones of Richard’s voice
had rung too recently in her ear—the look in his eyes was too fresh in
her memory. Ah, what had she not seen in those eyes!
‘’Ees,’ went on her unconscious future husband, ‘’ees, I’ll be like to
miss ’en; him and me was the best of friends—and that’s not all. His
leaving me like this be terrible ill-convenient just now—’t is the busy
time of year, d’ye see—haymaking time—every pair o’ hands is wanted.
Richard did very near the work o’ two men; and he must go trapesing off
wi’ hisself, giving me no time at all to find somebody to take his
place.’
There was a distinct sense of injury in his tone now.
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