'I do not come voluntarily or in my own interest,' pursued Oswald.
'Tomorrow I shall leave again; I could not possibly divine that you
would be here at Ettersberg just at this time, or ... or I would have
spared us both this meeting.'
Us both! Through all his bitterness there gleamed a ray of
satisfaction. That unguarded exclamation of hers had changed a dim
half-knowledge into a certainty, and though he could fasten on it no
single hope, this certainty had in an instant become to him the one
all-precious thing in life, a possession he would have surrendered at
no price.
During their farewell interview, the young man had valiantly
maintained his self-control, but the joyful shock of this unexpected
meeting threatened to unseal his lips. The long-hidden passion in his
breast was fanned to a quick, sudden blaze. Hedwig read this in his
eyes, and the imminent danger gave her back her self-command, which
did not again desert her.
'We can, at all events, shorten this interview,' she said, speaking in
a low, steady tone, and turned to go. But Oswald followed.
'Will you leave me suddenly in this way? May I not say a word to
you--one word?'
'I fear we have already said too much. Let me go, Herr von Ettersberg.
Let me go, I entreat of you.'
Oswald obeyed. He stepped back to let her pass. She was right, he
felt, and it was well that she should be strong and prudent when his
prudence was on the verge of failing him. He looked after her
silently, with an expression of infinite sadness, but he would no
further detain her.
Hardly had Hedwig disappeared in the direction of the Countess's
apartments when Edmund came in from the other side. His cousin's
arrival had been notified to him, but his face showed no joyful
surprise. On the contrary, the young Count appeared disturbed, nay,
agitated. As Oswald hastened towards him, and held out his hand with
all the old friendly cordiality, he evaded taking it, and the welcome
he expressed was strangely forced and formal.
'What a surprise, Oswald! I did not think you intended to pay
Ettersberg a visit just now.'
'Am I unwelcome?' asked Oswald, astonished at and chilled by this
unwonted reception, and his outstretched hand fell to his side as he
spoke.
'No, certainly not!' cried Edmund hastily. 'Quite the contrary. I only
meant that you might have sent me word previously.'
'It was I who had the right to expect a letter,' said Oswald, with
some reproach in his tone. 'You only replied to my first by a few
lines: of my second you took no notice at all. I could understand your
silence as little as I now understand the manner of your welcome. Have
you been ill, or has anything happened?'
The young Count laughed--the loud derisive laugh which in these days
was so frequent with him.'
'What an idea! You see I am as well as I can be. It was only that I
had no time for writing.'
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