Again the swallows came, in swift flight out of the far distance, back
to their beloved woods, their old familiar haunts. With easy strokes
they winged their way through the clear air, circling round tree and
mountaintop, and then fluttering off in all directions to rejoice the
whole countryside with their happy greetings, to be welcomed
everywhere as the first messengers of spring.
But this time the earth was not wrapt in slumber or swathed in mist.
It had long since wakened from its winter sleep. Through the sunlit
forest might be seen the delicate green tracery of budding leaves.
Verdure lay on field and meadow, peeping up, breaking through every
clod, and over earth and sky streamed a sea of golden light. The
breath, the pulse of spring was everywhere--on all sides jubilant
voices sounded, hailing the new life.
So for the two human beings standing on that sunny height a true
springtime had dawned. They had waited long for it, but now it had
come to them in all its wealth and splendour. The words of love spoken
here to-day must have been more ardent, more passionate, than those
which three years before Hedwig had heard from other lips. Profoundly
earnest they had certainly been. Oswald's face, as he bent over his
betrothed, testified to this, as did the tears still glistening on
Hedwig's lashes. Her dark-blue eyes had grown so deep in meaning, so
full of soul and expression since they had learned to weep.
'I have had to wait so long,' said Oswald, and a slight accent of
reproach mingled with the passionate tenderness of his tone. 'So long,
so long! For more than a year you have held aloof from me, and I was
not permitted even to write to you. Sometimes I thought I was
altogether forgotten.'
Hedwig smiled, still through her tears.
'No, Oswald; you have not thought that. You knew surely and well that
I suffered from the necessary silence and separation to the full as
much as you--but I felt I owed that time of silence to Edmund's memory
and to his mother's grief. You saw her when we arrived, and the sight
will have explained to you why I could not have the courage to be
happy while living at her side.'
'She is terribly changed, certainly. Her long sojourn in the South has
brought about no real improvement, I fancy.'
'A postponement, at most. I fear she has returned hither only to die.'
'I knew that she would not survive the blow,' said Oswald. 'I feel so
deeply what Edmund was to me, and how much more was he to his mother!'
Hedwig shook her head slightly.
'Sorrow one learns to bear, and it moderates with time, but the
trouble that is gnawing at her heart has so sharp a tooth, it tortures
and wastes her strength so constantly and cruelly, that I am sometimes
tempted to think some other feeling must mingle with it--remorse,
perhaps, or a sense of guilt!'
Oswald was silent, but the cloud which settled on his brow was answer
enough.
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