'It is less difficult to get on with him than I had expected,' replied
the Countess. 'He is rather rough and unpolished, certainly, but his
is a frank and vigorous nature, which one must just take with all its
peculiarities. Your future wife enjoyed one long triumph this evening,
Edmund. I must admit that her appearance acts as the best advocate for
your choice.'
Edmund smiled.
'Yes, Hedwig looked charming. In the whole assembly there was but one
lady who could compare with her--and that lady was my mother.'
His eyes rested with a look of affectionate admiration on the
beautiful face before him, saying plainly that his words were spoken
in no spirit of mere flattery. The Countess smiled in her turn. She
knew full well that she could yet outrival younger women, that even
her much-admired daughter-in-law would not place her in the shade. But
the transient satisfaction soon yielded to a deeper emotion, as she
held out her hand to her son and asked:
'Are you satisfied with your mother now?'
The young Count carried the hand to his lips, and kissed it fervently.
'Can you ask me that to-day, a day which has seen my every wish
fulfilled? I know that you made a great sacrifice in giving your
consent, and that you have had to fight many a battle with my uncle on
my behalf.'
The Countess repressed a sigh at this mention of her brother.
'Armand will never forgive me for yielding. Perhaps he is right! It
would have been my duty, no doubt, to maintain the traditions of our
house. And yet I could not resist your entreaties. I desired, at
least, to see _you_ happy.'
As she spoke, she glanced involuntarily at the old Count's portrait
hanging opposite. Edmund caught the look, and understood the thought
underlying the words.
'You were not happy?' he asked in a low tone.
'My husband never once in the whole course of my married life gave me
ground for complaint. He was always most kind and indulgent towards
me.'
'But he was an old man,' said Edmund, gazing up at his father's kindly
but withered features; 'and you were young and beautiful, like Hedwig,
and had a right to expect all happiness in life. My poor dear!' his
voice shook with suppressed emotion. 'It is only since I have been so
happy myself that I have understood how dreary and desolate your life
must have been, notwithstanding all my father's goodness. He could not
love you with the ardour of youth. You bore your lot bravely always,
but it must be a hard lot, nevertheless, to have constantly to listen
to the dictates of duty, and to stifle the voice which calls for a
fuller life and fuller happiness.'
He paused, for the Countess sharply withdrew her hand from his, and
turned away from him and the picture.
'Enough, Edmund!' she said, with a hasty gesture. 'You distress me.'
The son stood silent and confused. It was the first time he had
permitted to himself such an allusion, but he had not dreamed his
mother would be wounded by it.
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