Adultery -- Fiction; Family -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Well, I'll go up after while and see her myself," she said, opening the
door of her room. "Meanwhile you look after her, please. And oh, Mrs.
Hughes," she called back, "I shan't want any dinner. I had a heavy tea
at the bazaar," she added hurriedly, and as if resentful of having to
make any explanation.
Alone, she took off her hat, pushed back her hair as if it oppressed
her, then sank into a low, luxurious chair and, eyes closed, pressed her
fingers over her temples as if to command quiet within. But after a
moment she impatiently got up and went over to her dressing-table and
sat looking into the mirror.
The thing that had started her afternoon wrong was that a friend of her
girlhood, whom she had not seen for about thirteen years, had appeared
unexpectedly at her table, startling her and then laughing at her
confusion. She had not known that Stella Cutting was in town; to be
confronted that way with some one out of the past had been unnerving,
and then she had been furious with herself for not being able more
easily to regain composure. People around her had seen; later she saw
them looking at her strangely, covertly interested when she spoke in
that sharp way to Mildred Woodbury because she had tossed things about.
She had been disturbed, for one thing, at finding Mildred Woodbury at
her table.
She was looking in the glass now because Stella Cutting had been one of
her bridesmaids. She was not able to put down a miserable desire to try
to see just what changes Stella had found.
The dissatisfaction in her face deepened with her scrutiny of it.
Doubtless Stella was that very minute talking of how pitifully Marion
Averley had changed; how her color used to be clear and even, features
firmly molded, eyes bright. She herself remembered how she had looked
the night Stella Cutting was her bridesmaid. And now her color was muddy
and there were crow's feet about her eyes and deep lines from her
nostrils to the corners of her mouth.
Stella Cutting looked older herself, very considerably older. But it was
a different way of looking older. She had grown stout and her face was
too full. But she did not look _pulled_ at like this. As she talked of
her children hers was the face of a woman normally, contentedly growing
older. The woman sitting before the mirror bitterly turned away now from
that reflection of dissatisfaction with emptiness.
It was that boy had done it! she thought with a new rise of resentment.
She had been able to go along very evenly until he impertinently came
into her house and rudely and stupidly broke through the things she had
carefully builded up around herself. Ever since he had plunged into
things even she herself had been careful not to break into, there had
been this inner turmoil that was giving her the look of an old woman. If
Stella Cutting had come just a few months earlier she could not have had
so much to say about how terribly Marion Averley had changed.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account