SHUKRA. May this storm pass. OM Shiva. Shiva love you, my Shanta. For
ten long years he has been with me; he has greatly helped me in my
search after Him who is the only living Reality. To-day I am nearer
God--I stand at the threshold of realization. I seem to feel that it
will not be long before the Veil will be lifted and I shall press my
heart against the heart of the ultimate mystery--Who comes there?
[_Listens attentively_]. They cannot have gone and come back so soon.
Ha! another illusion! These days I am beset by endless illusions.
Perhaps that betokens the end of my search, as the gloom is always
thickest ere the dawn. Yea, after this will come the Light; I will see
God! [_Hears a noise; listens attentively._] Are they already returning?
[_Calling._] Shanta! [_He crosses and looks down. Thunder rolls very
loudly now. He does not heed that. Suddenly he recoils in agitation.
Footsteps are heard from below, rising higher and higher. Shukra rubs
his eyes to make sure that he has really seen something that is not an
illusion. He goes forward a few steps. The head of an old man rises into
view, Shukra is stupefied; walks backwards until his back touches the
Sacred plant. He stands still. The old man at last climbs the last step.
He has not noticed Shukra. He looks at the Himalayas in the rear. Then
his eyes travel over the monastery walls--Now suddenly they catch sight
of Shukra._]
SHUKRA. What seek ye here?
OLD MAN [_eyeing him carefully_]. Ah, Shukra! dost thou not recognize
thine aged father? [_He goes to Shukra with outstretched arms._]
SHUKRA. I have no father.
OLD MAN. But I am thy father. Did not my messenger come the other day?
[_Silence._] Did he lie to me? Dost thou not know thy mother is--
SHUKRA. Thy messenger came.
OLD MAN. Then come thou home at once. There is not time to be lost.
Come, my son, ere thy mother leaves this earth.
SHUKRA. I cannot go.
OLD MAN. Thou canst not go? Dost thou not know that thy mother is on her
death-bed?
SHUKRA. I have renounced the world. For twelve years I have had no
father, nor mother.
OLD MAN. Thou didst leave us, but we did not renounce thee. And now thou
shouldst come.
SHUKRA. I told thy messenger that I have no father nor mother,--I cannot
come.
OLD MAN. I heard it all. If you art born of us, thou canst not have a
heart of stone? Come, my son: I, thy father, implore thee.
SHUKRA. Nay, nay; God alone is my father.
OLD MAN. Hath it not been said in the scriptures that thy parents are
thy God? Thy father should be obeyed.
SHUKRA. That was said by one who had not seen the Truth, the Light.
OLD MAN. I command thee in the name of the Scriptures.
SHUKRA. God alone can command me.
OLD MAN. Vishnu protect me! Art thou dreaming, my child? Yonder lies thy
mother, fighting death,--
SHUKRA. I have heard it all.
OLD MAN. And yet thou wilt not go?
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