PAOLO. And this? And this? You count as little? Is this painful? I never
had the shadow of a doubt about Anna, but--nor has the thought even
passed through my mind--but it is different not to have doubted and not
to have thought, than to possess the palpable proof of her faith and
love. "I love my husband." It is the refrain of all her letters.
MARIO. Was it necessary that she tell you this?
PAOLO. She did not tell it to me, she told it to him. She told it to
him--do you understand? Luciano had all the qualities which attract a
woman. He was younger, better looking than I, well spoken, full of fire
and courage.
MARIO. How it pleases you, eh? To praise him now!
PAOLO. Painful? If I had burned, as you wished, those papers and then
one day I should have discovered this love, who could then have lifted
this suspicion from my mind?
MARIO. The certainty makes you suspicious!
PAOLO. What do you mean?
MARIO. If you had feared this a year ago, that which has happened would
not have occurred. I was wrong not to have opened your eyes. A long way
off, perhaps Luciano would not have killed himself.
PAOLO. But I would have lacked the proof.
MARIO. Your tranquility costs much--to the others.
PAOLO. You can't pretend that I should feel badly about the fate of
Luciano?
MARIO. I am not speaking of him.
PAOLO. Of whom?
MARIO. Of your wife. Think what she must be suffering!
PAOLO. Do you think she blames herself?
MARIO. Of course.
PAOLO. I have noticed that she was distressed but not agitated.
MARIO. You do not see the continuous things, you only see the
unexpected. Besides, Anna is mistress of herself.
PAOLO. And she has done her duty.
MARIO. It is a long time that she has done her duty.
PAOLO. I shall know how to comfort her, there, I shall know how to cheer
her. You shall see, Mario. I feel that we have returned to the first
days of our marriage, that I possess her only from to-day.
MARIO. Leave it to time. You have read--you have known. It is enough. It
is useless that Anna knows you know.
PAOLO. She was here when the Syndic gave me the wallet. But she went out
immediately.
MARIO. She does not know, then, that you have read?
PAOLO. She will have imagined it.
MARIO. No. And in any case she would be grateful if you pretended to
ignore....
PAOLO. Let us be frank. Don't let's argue. Nothing is more dreadful than
to plan out a line of conduct in these matters. What she has done, Anna
has done for me. I must think how to repay her. She has done this for
me, for me, do you understand?
MARIO. And who says the contrary? See how you excite yourself.
PAOLO. Excite myself! Certainly, I will not go and say: "I have read
your letters and I thank you very much!" One understands that when I
speak of comforting her and of cheering her I intend to do it with the
utmost tenderness, with the utmost confidence. I have always been like
that. That was why she loved me. There is no need to change even to
please you.
MARIO. How you take it!
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