Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in FranceStimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
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Finding Themselves: The Letters of an American Amy Chief Nurse in the British Hospital in France
Stimson, Julia C. (Julia Catherine)
World War, 1914-1918 -- Hospitals; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
Speaking of tenderness, I have never in all my life seen such tenderness
as these men show to each other. If you could see, as we so often see,
men with horrible leg injuries reaching way over to feed the man in the
bed next to them, who may have arm injuries and be helpless. And always
the up-patients are so good to the bedridden ones. Our hospital simply
could not run without the help of the patients themselves. They fetch
and carry and bathe and scrub and hold legs and arms for dressings, and
joke and jolly each other along till it would break your heart, for they
themselves are sick men. For our up-patients here have been mighty sick
or they would have been sent on to England, unless they are some of the
few that are going back to the Convalescent Camp and from there back
into the lines. So often, too, we see a man reach way over from his bed
to give his neighbor a puff at his cigarette.
I have felt so rich recently, for I got such a wonderful lot of letters,
all in one batch. How I did enjoy them. All the family ones I took right
down to read with Phil in his little tent. We had a regular orgy.
It’s now Friday, the 18th, and such a lovely day as it has been, clear
and sunny and cold. I had a little walk with Ruth just after lunch and
it reminded us of November days at home, except for what we saw. For all
we saw was camps, camps, camps and soldiers of every sort. We did not
have time to go beyond the area of camps, but off in the distance we
could see the lovely ridges that make the edge of this little basin that
Rouen is in. When we came back, I walked a few minutes with Phil. It
takes a long time for his strength to come back, poor boy. He is awfully
good and patient and as little trouble as a person could be. I think he
is a little depressed to-day by his feeling of mimsiness, and the being
out of things. He finds it harder to be up a little every day, for, as
he says, when he is dressed he looks like every one else, and then he
can’t do like them at all. When he was in bed all the time, he did not
mind his incapacitation so much. Now is the time that he needs petting
and amusing and fussing over. His injury was no little thing and he is
being a marvel of goodness about it all, but it is beastly hard for him,
to have to hang around and wait to get strong. After a little while I am
going to see what can be done about convalescence in some better place.
It is hard to know whether a convalescent home for officers in the south
of France, alone without his friends and me, would do him more good than
these plain doings and all of us. When he can get about a bit more, he
will find it more interesting; for then I can go down town to meals with
him and take walks, and he can do those things with other people too. He
has had a hard experience, but it is doing big things for him, I can see
that plainly. I am so glad he is here with me. I can never be grateful
enough.
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