First harvests : $b An episode in the life of Mrs. Levison Gower : A satire without a moralStimson, Frederic Jesup
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First harvests : $b An episode in the life of Mrs. Levison Gower : A satire without a moral
Stimson, Frederic Jesup
American fiction -- 19th century
Meantime, Townley’s visits grow more frequent; but no more so than
Derwent’s; and poor Mamie is quite puzzled and troubled between the
two. All her maiden’s dreams are yet of Townley, and gilded with his
social splendor; but she secretly bought a copy of Derwent’s “Travels
in the Desert” and read it on the sly. She was surprised to find the
book was all about the East End of London; and a friend told her that
if she had wanted his real adventures, she should have read “The
Treasures of the King.” Yet she is sure she does not care for him, and
indeed will tell him so, if she shall ever have the chance.
She has the chance, and very soon--some three days before the great
Duval ball. But it is hard for a maiden at such times to be very speedy
with her tongue; particularly when the man is a very strong one, whom
she is very much afraid of, and yet holds in some reverence; and who
has a marvellous blue fire in his two deep eyes. Still, Mamie does
refuse him; and he only seems to plead the more; as if the refusal
were the one thing needed to put new heart into him. And he takes her
trembling hand--there is a magnetism in his own brown and steady one
that is not to be resisted--and begs at least for some respite--three
months’ consideration--a month’s, at least--and there is something
strangely thrilling in hearing a brave man talk to you of his love,
his love, for you, just you, and not some outside person--and Mamie
knows not how, but somehow, strangely, finds herself in tears. And
then, as he draws still closer to her, the door opens and Gracie comes
in.
She starts back, of course, but it is too late, and the man has sprung
to his feet, and she is still sillily blushing and crying. What is it
that makes Mr. Derwent’s face turn, as he stands there, so strangely
white? His voice is strong enough after a second, though, and he speaks
almost instantly.
“I beg you, do not go, Miss Holyoke. You have seen quite too much
to have any doubt; nor need there be embarrassment about so plain a
thing. I know that--that your kind heart loves your cous--loves Miss
Livingstone--more than all the world, and you will surely tell her what
is best. As--as you must have fancied, I have asked her to marry me.
Unhappily, I have not seemed worthy to her; and I only beg her now for
some delay.” Yet there was a curious dead level about Derwent’s voice,
as if he dare not trust himself on more than one key; and Gracie’s
quiet eyes turn on his with some wonder. There is a silence broken only
by Mamie’s sobbing. She had no idea such fun would prove so little
mirthful, for she knew very well that she did not care for Lionel
Derwent, who was old enough to be her father, and yet, as it seemed, he
really loved her.
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