First harvests : $b An episode in the life of Mrs. Levison Gower : A satire without a moralStimson, Frederic Jesup
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First harvests : $b An episode in the life of Mrs. Levison Gower : A satire without a moral
Stimson, Frederic Jesup
American fiction -- 19th century
This mattered not one iota to his action. Whatever lack of sight his
mind might make him see; of one thing he was sure; that somewhere,
everywhere, in the universe there was conflict. And is not that enough?
Does the subaltern who finds himself he knows not where, nor with what
general, in command of his little squad of troops some foggy day or
night; the narrow saddened field, so full of dead and dying, is all
he sees; no emperor, nor king, nor fort, nor even flag, but only
some enemy he sees, and this, alas! more clearly; does he cry for
leadership, or play at hazards with the man beside him, or lay him down
to death? What does he,--with his sense of battle in the world about,
and the distant cannon sounds, and smoke that hides? He stays where he
is, and fights.
_Servus servorum Dei_--perhaps, is all the title such a man may claim;
yet Popes of Rome, acknowledged as vice-gerents of Heaven, have worn
it proudly. Servant of the servants of God. The battle sky is canopied
with smoke; yet on the brows of some near leaders is the shine of
heaven; and these he follows. There are not yet so many that the one
need be ashamed; but shall take his orders humbly from his poet or
priest. And some fair souls still seem to see directly, as do women
often. Servants of God are these; as such, twice blest. And Gracie
Holyoke was one of them.
Haviland adored her. This was his sorrow; yet a sorrow he would not
have been without. He fancied she was pledged to Arthur: he almost knew
that Arthur had her heart. That was why he saw so much of Arthur, from
the very first; this fair-haired, blue-eyed fellow, who stood so near
him in the ranks. John had seen another friend, another young man like
him, fail and fall; a man who succeeded in the world, and failed with
life; a suicide, that Henry Vane whom “Baby” Malgam has forgotten.
But Arthur had a truer guide; and John had hoped for his and Gracie’s
happiness.
So John was sorrowful; and he was troubled too with things of honor.
Is honor, then, a false light too, when so many men must stand by it
alone? I trow not; not wholly so, at least. So John had had this added
trouble; whether he should tell Gracie of his love. And he had settled
with himself, now, that he would; and in plain words; and had resolved
that he would do so, too, at Mr. Duval’s ball; such earnest things may
balls be, after all. He had small hope, but only great resolve. Man has
no right to hope, he read; no right to happiness, and hence to hope of
happiness;--and consoled himself.
Novels should end well, they tell us; does then the novel of life end
well? Life, that is so novel to each one, so old to fate. Let us hasten
back to those with whom the novel may end well: to fortunate Caryl
Wemyss, and favored Flossie, and worldly-wise Charlie and to Arthur
Holyoke.
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