First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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He next began to think, would there be any use in asking Julia to
dance, and to fear that, of course, Lord Morven had already done so,
when he heard a stranger behind him say:
"I suppose Lady Julia L. will commence the dancing with Lord
Borrowdale;" and at the same moment he saw a young man of very
fashionable appearance go towards Julia, and lead her to the head of
the room. He turned towards Frances, whom next to Julia he loved; but,
just as he reached her, she took the arm of Lord Morven, and moved on.
Edmund now gave up all thoughts of dancing, and stood with his arms
folded, watching every movement of Julia's. His thoughts adverted, with
strong emotion, to his boyish days, when he had ever found Lodore House
in quiet seclusion; when his return thither seemed to be considered
as an event; when neither of his little sisters, as he called them
then, seemed to have a thought, a wish, an amusement, or a happiness,
that was not found in his society. But the scene was changed; his
play-fellows were become women, were surrounded by men of their own
rank in life; while the affection, which he had hitherto freely
declared for them, and which he, who had no other friends, still fondly
felt for them, now seemed, even to himself, a sort of presumption.
The sisters, with their respective partners, stood opposite couples.
Lord Borrowdale took Julia's hand, and, leading her forward, left her
beside Lord Morven, and returned to his place. Lord Morven took her
hand: Edmund thought lords very disagreeable sort of people. Lord
Morven proceeded to lead both sisters forward, then all three fell back
to the position they had left: and Lord Borrowdale, coming forward
alone, figured before them, laughing and talking carelessly; then
joining all hands round, led Julia back to her place, (Edmund thought,)
with an air of triumph that seemed to say, "this is my share;" at the
same time, his lordship, stooping towards her and whispering something,
she looked up and smiled as she replied. Edmund thought Lord Borrowdale
an insolent, conceited-looking puppy. Lord Morven then led Frances
forward, and, while leaving her on the further hand of Lord Borrowdale,
bent across and said something to Julia: she answered with another
smile, and Edmund came to the sage conclusion that exalted rank and
sounding titles were quite indispensable to happiness.
"While I," he mentally continued, "have not even a name, but a borrowed
one, for the use of which I am indebted to the compassionate kindness
of her grandmother."
Julia, at this moment, looked towards Edmund, and perceiving that he
seemed grave and was not dancing, she smiled, and made a signal with
her fan for him to approach. He was at her elbow in a moment, his heart
beating, and his hatred to lords considerably diminished.
"Why are you not dancing, Edmund?" asked Julia.
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