First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Edmund, who had continued gazing, till aroused by this movement, now
felt that some apology was necessary. He stammered out one about
her being so much grown, and about trying to trace, in her present
appearance, the little favourite of his boyish days. "After the first
surprise is over," he added, encouraged by a gentle look, and playfully
lowering his tone, and smiling, as he drew her hand over his arm, and
walked slowly on, his head turned towards his companion--"after the
first surprise is over, of finding her, whom I can remember carrying
about in my arms through these very woods, become,--while I was so busy
ploughing the wide ocean, that I observed not the lapse of time,--a
full-grown, fashionable, awe-inspiring woman!--when this surprise is
over, I say, you will find that I shall learn to behave myself with all
due propriety, and not stare grownup young ladies out of countenance,
as if they were still children."
Julia, remembering her resolution, seized this opening, and said, "I
hope, Edmund, I shall never prove so much the woman of fashion, as to
be capricious or unsisterly, in my manners or conduct. Perhaps you
think I have been so?"
"You quite mistake my meaning, Julia," said Edmund.
"But,"--she continued, hesitating, "I trust you will find that the
regard which Frances and I have felt for you, from our earliest
childhood, will prove, through life, an unshaken friendship!"
This was valiantly said of Julia; and the speech took all the breath,
of which she was mistress, to bring it to so handsome a conclusion.
"If your friendship," he replied, with sudden depression of manner,
"and that of your family were withdrawn, what would be left to the
desolate Edmund!" A short silence ensued. "Promise me, Julia," he
recommenced, taking again the hand that leaned on his arm, and
trembling as he reflected that he might yet lose all share in her
regard, if his rash passion should ever be discovered; "promise me,
that you never will, under any circumstances, withdraw your friendship
from me."
Julia, after hesitating a little, said--"I may, I think, make that
promise, Edmund, for I am sure you never will deserve to lose it,
and--even--" She stopped as if uncertain whether or not she ought to
proceed.
"Do not check that kind sentence, Julia!" he exclaimed, in a tone of
entreaty. "You were going to say, that you would still regard and pity
the unfortunate Edmund, even if he were in fault, and condemned by
strangers!"
"Well, I am sure I would, Edmund," she replied, after a moment's pause;
"and so would Frances, and so would grandmamma," she added, eagerly, as
Edmund pressed the hand which leaned on his arm against his heart, to
express his gratitude.
At this moment, Henry, who had been sent to call them in to breakfast,
came up. He curled his lip as he observed Edmund let go the hand of
Julia, and all three walked towards the house in silence.
"That won't do, Captain Montgomery," whispered Henry, as they entered,
affecting a laugh.
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