First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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While lost in astonishment, he gazed, yet saw in the well-remembered
expression of the soft hazel eyes, so often raised to his in the
undisguised fondness of childhood; but it was indeed the same Julia;
a vivid recollection of their last meeting in that room, on that very
spot, and of the boat-cloak, in the folds of which he had then, without
hesitation, wrapped his little favourite, as he clasped her to his
heart, presented itself most inopportunely, to his imagination. Now the
very retrospect seemed presumption; yet the years that had intervened,
were to memory but as hours; while the pressure of the soft hand, which
kindly returned that of his, did not at all tend to the regulation of
his already confused ideas. Nor, indeed, had he any leisure whatever
afforded him for such an undertaking; for Frances, as soon as she
had turned and seen the cause of Julia's emotion, had flown towards
him; and Mrs. Montgomery, on hearing Frances' exclamation of--"Oh,
grandmamma, here's Edmund!" had called him to her; and Mr. Jackson, on
catching the same sounds, had left Lord Arandale and his politics, and
hastened to greet his young friend. In short, he was surrounded in a
moment, and overwhelmed with rejoicings, questionings, congratulations,
and, finally, introductions; being presented, in due form, to Lord and
Lady Arandale, and all the family party.
The low growl of the gong, preceding its fearful bellowings, was now
heard; and Mrs. Montgomery reminded our hero, that the ten minutes it
usually sounded was all the time he would have to make his preparations
for dinner. He retired accordingly, and changed his travelling dress
for one more suitable to the occasion.
On his return to the drawing-room, Julia was still engaged playing
Scotch airs, and learning the pronunciation of the words. Without
being conscious of the direction he gave his steps, he went as directly
towards her, as though he had been the bearer of a message which he
was about to deliver. He stopped short, however, when arrived within a
pace or two of the harp, where he remained standing. Julia continued
playing, but performed very badly; for she was wishing to speak to
Edmund in the kind manner that every recollection of her habitual
feelings towards him dictated. She had never, on any former occasion,
found the least difficulty in expressing those feelings. What an
awkward thing it is, she thought, to meet an old friend, after a long
absence, before so many strangers!
She returned in a playful manner to the song of "Auld lang syne," for
the sake of the reference the words have to old times, and old friends;
but, when she looked up, very innocently, intending, as a sort of
friendly welcome, to enforce the application by a kind smile, and met
the eyes of Edmund fixed upon her, she looked down, blushed, felt an
undefined uneasiness as if she had done something wrong, and did not
venture to look up again; though she said to herself, "It is only
Edmund!"
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