First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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At length, after a painful pause, endeavouring to assume a firmness,
which she was far from possessing, she replied, “I repeat it, Henry.
It is not to you that I shall render an account of my conduct. For
yourself—merit toleration, (if you can,) and, for peace sake, I will shew
it you.”
Henry’s eyes flashed with rage for a moment, then, bowing, he answered
with a sneer, “Lady Julia L. is pleased to condescend!” and, looking at
her insolently from head to foot, he laughed with an expression which it
was impossible to comprehend, yet which, evidently, had some horrible
meaning; and, snatching up her hand, he almost crushed the delicate
fingers together ere he again released it; saying, as he did so, “Julia,
you little know what is before you! Faith, I cannot help laughing,” he
continued, “when I think how you shall change your tone one of those
days.”
At this moment Edmund singled from a group at the further end of the
room, and approached. He came to claim Julia’s promised hand for the set
now forming; and Henry, for this time, walked away without disputing it.
How gladly did she take the offered arm of our hero; she literally clung
to it. He felt her tremble, and turned towards her with a look of anxious
enquiry. She begged him to take her out of the room, and get her a glass
of water. No sooner had they escaped the danger of general observation by
reaching the gallery, along which but an occasional straggler passed,
than she burst into a passion of tears. She suffered Edmund to take
her hand, and even, unconsciously, returned the pressure of his; as,
notwithstanding the painful suspicions renewed by what he had just seen,
he tenderly entreated to know the cause of her tears.
“Do not ask me, Edmund! do not ask me!” was all she was able to say.
Edmund was confounded; for, strange as were all the circumstances, there
was, at the moment, an unguarded tenderness in her voice and manner,
which seemed to convey almost conclusive evidence of attachment to
himself. Yet, was it not Henry who had caused her emotion? Edmund had
observed the deep interest with which they had conversed; he had seen
Henry take her hand, the hand he now held; and he dropped it at the
recollection.
As soon as Julia was able, they returned to the ball-room, Edmund again
enduring all the doubts, all the tortures of a passion, debarred from
explanation with its object.
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