First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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They joined the set. The form of our heroine glided along through the
mazes of the dance, and was followed by the eyes of the enamoured Marquis
of H⸺, who stood, with folded arms, contemplating the perfection of her
figure, the unconscious grace of her movements, the lustre and profusion
of her bright hair, the softness of her hazel eye, the mantling glow on
her cheek, and the richness and sweet expression of her lips as they
smiled, when, from time to time, she answered or addressed her partner;
for, notwithstanding her late agitation, she could not be Edmund’s
partner, hear his voice, and feel the kindness of his eye, and not
smile! An affection so long cherished as was hers, an affection which
the heart cannot do without, induces, thus, a secret devotedness of
every feeling which we are often ashamed of even to ourselves, yet with
which we are unable to contend. In short, Julia was already bringing
her mind to contemplate, as a species of happiness, the idea of being
even a consolation to Edmund. She determined that when she went to her
room at night, she would ask Frances, who seemed to be in Lady Susan’s
confidence, all the particulars about this business between her ladyship
and Edmund. He had said that he had no hope, and therefore, at any rate,
he was not going to be married to Lady Susan. Julia could, herself also,
remain unmarried; and then they could, according to her original plan,
love each other as friends all their lives. While these reflections
passed across the mind of Julia, the quadrille concluded, and the
Marquis lost not a moment in claiming her promised hand for the next.
He had indeed, at the very first glance, been captivated by her
peculiarly luxuriant style of beauty, and he had, subsequently, short as
had been the acquaintance, contrived to gaze and meditate himself into
a passion of the most absurdly extravagant kind; while, not admitting a
doubt of his own success, he made up his mind, that our heroine should
be the future Marchioness of H⸺; and, accordingly, now led her towards
the set, with almost triumphant feelings. These, however, being under the
check of perfect good breeding, so far from giving anything offensive
to his manners, rather served to render them animated and agreeable.
His admiration, too, though so lately excited, was perfectly sincere;
and as passion, however transient, while it lasts, speaks with the
irresistible voice of nature, his mode of expressing himself could not
fail of possessing a certain charm, as he whispered soft speeches, in
terms as ardent and unequivocal as the newness of his suit would permit.
He was not a little disappointed therefore, at the absolute indifference,
nay, almost unconsciousness evinced by Julia’s absent manner and languid
smile; for she was thinking of Lady Susan, of Edmund, and more than all,
of Henry’s threats, and what ought to be her own future conduct.
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