"I know that, sir; but the very next day I went out and brought them to
the house, I couldn't bear to have them any longer out of my reach."
"Ah!" His looks pierced me, but I did not flick an eyelash as I
steadily returned his stare.
"Go on!" he said at length. "Where are they hidden, then?"
"Marion Le Mar has them, Sir Charles. I gave them to her when we left
the house last morning?"
"What?" he shouted. "What?"
"It is true," I answered glibly. "I gave them to her wrapped up in a
small sealed parcel, which I asked her to keep for me in her box until
we had returned. I acted so for this reason. It occurred to me that you
or someone might take a notion to search my room while I was away, but
I felt pretty sure you'd never dream of searching Marion's box."
It were as well for me perhaps to explain straight away the monstrous
falsehood last recorded. An instinct taught me that Sir Charles Venner
entertained but small respect for women. I saw that he wanted the
jewels very badly, and I fancied that if I could make him believe the
story I had so readily invented, I might still live for many days. His
natural course would be at once to demand from Marion the packet which
I declared that I had given her. As I had given her nothing, she would
truthfully repudiate his claim. But Sir Charles Venner's want of
respect for women would immediately induce him to doubt the honesty of
Marion's denial. He would think, "she has opened the packet, and the
jewels--treasures so dear to women's eyes--have stolen her honour."
I would act thereafter so as subtly to foster his suspicions, and I
hoped that at last, in order to satisfy himself whether Marion or I
spoke true, he would confront me with the beautiful woman, for love of
whom I had to die. I felt that I would be content to perish, given in
exchange one opportunity to hurl at her my hate. As deep and tender as
had been my love, so bitter and so ardent was my hate!
Sir Charles eyed me for a moment in thoughtful silence. Then very
slowly he nodded his head.
"Did you tell her what it was you gave her?" he demanded.
"No."
"Why do you tell me now? It will cost you a day of life if you spoke
the truth."
I permitted myself a show of passion.
"A life of which I am weary, weary! Have you ever loved, you man of
ice? Have you ever been betrayed by the creature you adored?" I cried.
"I would to God that you had killed me as I knelt beside her body in
the park. I had then hardly realized her treachery!" I closed my eyes
and shuddered, straining my muscles as though in a paroxysm of mental
agony, the while.
"Hume!" said Sir Charles, "if you are not acting, you are desperate,
and you have not lied to me. Take my advice and die while you are
desperate! A pin prick and all will be over. I can promise you no pain."
The fact is I had acted far too well. It was necessary then to surpass
my former effort in order to save my life, and at the same time make
him continue to believe in me.
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