For another hour Beudant continued his massage, and Marion uttered no
word nor made one move. I could not speak, because the pain I suffered
obliged me to lock my teeth to keep from shrieking, and even as it was
I often groaned. Beudant paused at last in sheer fatigue, and Marion
permitted him to rest. Afterwards the negro dressed me, and bound up my
wounded foot. He also gave me more champagne and assisted me to rise. I
found that I could stand, but my muscles were flaccid and unstrung,
while every nerve was raw and quivering. I could not move without
assistance. At Marion's command Beudant took me in his arms. He was
very strong, that negro, and he bore me as easily as I might have done
a child. She opened the door, and we passed out before her, and mounted
a flight of brick steps into a kitchen above. Marion bolted the door
and followed us like a shadow. I was carried thence out into the night,
across a long flagged yard into a stable, Marion always close behind
us, with a lanthorn in her hand. I was deposited upon a truss of straw,
from which vantage post I watched Beudant, under the guidance of the
pistol, harness a quiet-looking horse, and attach it to the shafts of a
small basket phaeton. The negro then lifted me into the body of the
vehicle, and mounting to the box took up the reins. Marion climbed in
and sat beside me. "Drive to London, Beudant," she said quietly, "and
if you value your life keep your eyes before you!"
Heaven preserve me from the horrors of such another drive. At every
jolt and rumble of the phaeton I felt as though I were being torn apart
upon a rack. My moans made such hideous music for the road, that often
we were stopped by travellers with courteous questions of my state.
Marion addressed me several times with the same request: "For God's
sake, monsieur, let me give you an injection of morphia. It will ease
your pain!"
But I loathed her, and distrusted her.
"Better the pain," was my invariable response. "Better the pain!"
"How you hate me," she would cry. "How you hate me!"
Sometimes I felt her shiver, but not often, for I kept as closely to my
corner as I could, and if by chance she touched me, curses trembled to
my lips which I had work to stifle.
We drove so slowly that morning had already dawned before we reached
the outskirts of the city. We stopped then at an inn, where Beudant's
shouts procured a flask of spirits, which I drank to drug my suffering.
Afterwards I did not groan, for though the brandy scarcely eased my
pain, it gave me strength to smother its expression.
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