It seemed good to me to be drunk just then, and better still, the
nearer I approached my master's house. As I mounted the steps I reeled.
It cost me eighty seconds of painful effort to find the keyhole. I did
not, as it happens, use it even when found, for the door opened
suddenly, and I staggered forward into Sir Charles Venner's arms. I had
expected him to confront me, nevertheless, it shocked me to find my
expectations realized, and to be convinced how tenaciously he had clung
to his first suspicions. I picked myself up and stood before him, a
swaying, blinking maudlin figure. With much circumstance and drunken
gravity, I explained to him that I had buried my mother, and that to
steady my nerves I had taken afterwards a single glass of wine, which
must surely have been drugged. Sir Charles treated me as tenderly as
any woman could have done. He pretended to believe my story, and he
protested that the rascally landlord, who had drugged me, deserved
richly to be prosecuted. He guided me to my bed-room, and assisted me
to bed. He then declared that he would prepare me a reviving draught,
and taking a tumbler from my dressing-table, he dissolved with water a
couple of tiny white pillules, which mixture he persuaded me to drink.
I knew his purpose, of course. He wished to search me. But I was in no
wise alarmed nor unwilling, for I had left everything I possessed at
Bruton Street, and my pockets contained only my keys, and half a
handful of loose silver. Saying to myself: "Morphia!" I swallowed the
draught, and even drained the glass. Within five minutes I was sleeping
like the dead, whereupon Sir Charles Venner searched to his heart's
content, poor man.
VII
A DREAM OF LOVE
I awoke with a racking headache and an uneasy sensation that I had
overslept myself. I sprang up and dipped my head into a basin of
ice-cold water. That tranquillized the pain I suffered, yet my
uneasiness continued, nay, it became intensified when I glanced at my
watch, and saw that it was after nine o'clock. Very hastily I began to
dress, but ere I came to my collar I paused and reflected. I am not a
particularly introspective man, nor more than a skin-deep psychologist,
but it was not a difficult thing to trace to its source the cause of my
uneasiness. It patently derived its origin from the habits of servitude
to which I had submitted myself during the last three months. There
suddenly occurred to me to ask myself this question: "Agar Hume, how
long will you permit such habits to persist?" I answered at once: "Why,
a day or two, at most!"
The fact is, I was a rich man, and the pride of purse, the first pride
I had ever experienced, was beginning to swell my head already.
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