She started at my voice and turned. I uttered a little cry, then with a
curious heart thrill I caught my breath and paused, transfixed,
overwhelmed! I looked not at Nurse Hargreaves, but into the eyes of
Marion Le Mar.
"Ah!" she murmured, "you thought I was Nurse Hargreaves?"
"My name is Le Mar!" she went on, turning calmly to her work again.
"Nurse Hargreaves has gone to another case. I have taken her place!"
She was just as beautiful, nay, rather more beautiful than ever, in
spite of her expression of deep melancholy and the dark sleepless
hollows that undercast her eyes. I watched her--dumbstricken, but with
all my heart in the looks with which I worshipped her--and through the
while I gladly wondered how for one instant I could have forgotten that
incomparable woman. I had forgotten her! I had coldly purposed to leave
England and her. But already that resolve was dead and buried. Not even
to make myself a millionaire could I forego the rapture I discovered in
gazing on her face; and to remain now, meant that I should dwell under
the same roof!
I forgot my life governing maxim at that moment: "First person
paramount!" I was the slave of a woman, who had never seen me in my
proper person until then, and who seeing me at last had turned
carelessly away, after one swift unlingering regard. It was a galling
thought, but it possessed no influence except to wound. I loved her and
I knew it. I knew besides that her heart was buried in a dead man's
grave. And yet I, the most selfish wretch alive, there and then bowed
my head to fate, and in sad humility determined to sacrifice my
fortunes to the uncertain chance of serving her and the sure bliss of
seeing her and breathing the air she breathed.
Life is a very marvellous affair, and so too is love. I have never
professed to understand either. Therefore I shall make no pretence to
explain nor even speculate upon my strange experience. I shall merely
relate what passed as best I may.
Marion's interest in her occupation was sincere, but it did not prevent
her mentally remarking on my silence. I saw her brows contract at
length, and soon afterwards she spoke, but without looking up.
"You are Brown, I suppose?"
"Yes--at--at least," I stammered, "that is how Sir William Dagmar calls
me."
"Indeed! What then is your name?"
"Agar Hume, madam."
She gave me a glance of nascent curiosity, and asked me to pour some
boiling water in a bowl. I complied, and she prepared to leave the
room. Her poultice was made.
"Pardon me," I said. "How is Sir William this morning?"
"Still very low, although sensible. His crisis is past, however, and
Sir Charles Venner feels confident he will recover."
"Thank you!" I bowed gravely. "Permit me, madam, to relieve you of that
burden."
"Please do not trouble."
"Madam, pardon me, but I insist!"
She raised her eyebrows, but she gave me the bowl. I read her thoughts;
they said: "This valet has borrowed manners from his master. He might
almost pass for a gentleman."
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